BLOG.

I wanna be Marina with those sparkly diamonds.

2010-12-08T02:34:00.005+08:00

Hi. This is the new Nabillah.
I've been too far long away from here.
Im here to update every single thing. (uhm, i don't think so)

Im really sorry if i havent been keeping up with things. Maybe im just too low profile. Heh heh.
For now, im having major problems but i shall not say it out here. Been really hanging out with my work friends (yes, i do work naooo). And i lurpppp them many many.

The Usuals, i really do miss you guys real much. But we just don't have the time for each other, not even for us to even meet. I miss you guys so damn much. Everyone's real busy with their lives now. Half of us are like working and all~ Haiyaaaaa, seriously, id put you guys first on my list, but would you guys? :(

Im really tired, lethargic, lazy, sleepy. And if you need me, you can find me by beeping my number. I can't be bothered to go search for people. Im sorry if i sound heartless, but my brain's gonna die sooooonzzzz if i think tooo much. Im serious.

But even when im down, even when im sad, even when im sleepy, tired, and annoying, theres only one boy that can handle all of these pathetic moods of mine. Wonderboy, im really greatful that you could spend your 3 whole days with me. I got to meet your family, spend time with them, and with you. I love it when you hold my hands real tight and lift them up to kiss them. I love your hugs. I love your smile (oh, and your dimples are a bonus!). I love your cuddles. I love your kisses on my cheeks. And most importantly, i love you. I really do.
D.A.I.S.Y TAU. The day i cried, you hugged me and cheered me up with all your might, which uhm, includes your super lame jokes that made me giggle while my tears were running down my cheeks. But im really really worried about you everytime i leave you for the weekdays. Im worried if i that Sunday will be the last time im meeting you :'( See, just thinking about it makes me feel like crying. Aiyooooo why so emo one? Tsk. Shall wait for 7 more months okay sweetheart? Mwah mwah mwah ♥

Okay i think that's all for naoooooo. I think i gotta go change my skin or something, i can like rot the minute i click my url. Cant. Live. Like. Zhizzzzzzz!

Oh, ps;
My phone, lappy, camera and everything else you could think of, was taken away from me.
Yes, just when you think im happy, im actually a sad girl. OKAY BAI LOURBE EUUUU~

Wondering why this world is the that it is, and why my mama cries.

2010-10-08T09:56:00.003+08:00

FUCK YEAH N'LEVELS IS OVER.
Still dissapointed in myself though. I didnt study THAT well.

Holidays are coming. And i need a job.

But i wanna go......to sentosa, fly a kite, take lotsa pictures, meet all the people i miss :(

Anyway, my 'new life' is getter better, i guess? There's still bits and pieces that reminds me of the past and all i could do is to remember how good things use to be last time. But all i know is that... people change and things change to. And i dont think people do tend to remember me, or do they? Oh well, shall wait till November.

Eh, why so emo one uh?

Tsk.

I would want to take this opportunity to express out my feelings.
Hi. My name is Nabillah Huda. I have a really boring life, cause i myself is boring.
So, you'll prolly read my post like once in a blue moon cause i have sucky internet connection at home. Im sorry if i ditched my blog and my tumblr. Life has been fucked up these few days and its all over the place. Im trying to put them all back together and things change drastically. Im tryna keep up with things that has fallen into tiny pieces. But im just to lazy to think about people's feelings. Im too lazy. Im sick and tired of it. I can't be bothered anymore. So what if im not gonna continue sec 5? I dont fucking want to. Ugh. Mum, please understand me. So today shall be the starting day to put my life back on track. Got to update blog and tumblr. Got to do the things i wanted to but i never had the chance to. And uhm....... hang out more. Heeeee.

And by that, i need to pick Matin up from school today.
And i wanna go swimming and to the gym and... eat lotsa foooood.

Uhm yum yum yum yum yum yum yum yum.

And im so lost, living life fast.

2010-08-26T00:01:00.005+08:00

Heyyyy yaaaa heyyyyy yaaaaaaa.
Shall make a quick update, since ive got speedy internet connection.
I know ive not been updating much on this blog and my tumblr.
Ive been real busy with skewl and all. Espacially my O'level art canvas.

And i just got my O'level prelim question paper today.
Zhiz iz reelay keelinz me.

My prep work all not done, mounting boards still empty. Yes, all eight, empty.
And i still got my prelims on top of that, and all the fugged up revisions.
Got back most of my N'level prelim paper back, seriously, fucked up, real bad.

Oh god. What is happening to me? Everything is completely changing so drastically.
Okay, maybe not everything. Gotta endure nubzo, endure. Real bad.

On a brighter note, ive been fasting, and ive never missed a single day, till now, that is.
So darn proud okay, hello? During primary school, i use to sneak in 7-eleven to buy a hamburger with my close friend and we totally said that we're sibilings, and 'mak suroh beli burger untok nanti buka'. check check makan pat tangga. rofl. and those were the days man, i really miss all the boon lay primary kidzos. darn kewl and matured, for primary school kidz.

I seriously need more money.
I seriously need to go shopping after my exams.
Heh, but nevermind, shall enjoy real bad after the exams yeahh.

Sidetrack.

I know you have this thing on with her and all. But err, seriously, you should make up your mind. And what you did and told me the other day, really made me speechless. I know you dont have any bad intentions and all, but for your own good, takecare of yourself and control your feelings.

And to favourite boy, i miss you real bad dude. We need to seriously meet soon okay? I hope youre doing fine with your life after you left mine, just like that. And if i were to meet you, im so gonnaa kick you in tha ass and hug you real tight. Shit, i seriously miss you boy.

Oooooooooooochopot!

2010-08-11T16:10:00.002+08:00

Currently at Nad's housey.
Cant wait to go to skewl with Mir tmrw. Heh.
Shall update after my prelimz yo, when im free yo uh huh uh huh.
Okay bye.

Junge, ich liebe es um dich herum.

2010-07-12T23:33:00.003+08:00

Went out Anis (birthday girl) yesterday to Bugis/BB to get our art materials. And yay, finally, i got my Artist wooden palette and my Daler Rowney 3/0 E85 round brush. Too excited till everything is in detail. Oh well. Anyway, we got lost cause we thought Fancy Paper was near Art Friend and in the BBcomplex. But NO. And so, smartypants Nabillah came to the rescue and finally got our way there. And the shop was friggin......closed. Damnit.

After much sadness and depression and constipation, (HAAHAHAAHHA), we settled down near a staircase and drank slurpee, our all time after-chingay-must-drink drink. Heh. Kenangan terindah. Rightttt.

And so after that, her parents picked us up and went to a nearby multi-storey carpark near our house and what else? Photoshoooot baybeh. Yes, under the hot sun. And I, Nabillah Huda, shall post up the pictures, soon.(terms and conditions apply)
If you might not notice, this is to lure you people to come read my shit more often.
Im serious, im gonna update those pictures soon. If i can. Hu hu hu.

On a brighter note,
Skewl was effing kewl and fun. I luv you guys baybeh.
And i shant feel down, cause i know, with them, the weekdays will end fast and im so looking forward for the weekends, then again. Class outing next Sunday. OooOOOOoohlah.
And i can proudly say that after today, i shall lead a more active and a more healthier lifestyle.
I wanna get toned arms and legs like what Mr. Yeo told me and Fiona just now. Omg.

Seriously, if you havent noticed, my low-self esteem is conquering myself again.
And oh, above all that i-wanna-do-something-productive attitude,
I shall learn how to speak in German. No, seriously. So, here it is,
Und ich bin so verloren, das Leben zu leben, schnell.

Shocked.

2010-07-10T23:12:00.007+08:00

Özil, you're so damn hot hot heat. Gahhhh.
I hope you score a goal. Good luck Germans. Amin.

Anwyay, went out to some jemputan thang just now. And guess who i bumped into?! NADDY! And the first thing i said was, "OMG NA-DEE-AH WHAT ARE YOU DOING HER OMG". Heh.
So, after that we ate, free food. Damn so crowded. And some inconsiderate bitch wouldnt let us sit cause she said the whole table is taken, when actually it was reserved for her one and only friggin boyfriend. Ugh. Stoopid. And so, after eating and all that, we sent my grandaunt to the busstop and she gave me ten bucks . Wheeee.

And we went grocery shopping after that, and broth wanted to go IMM. So we got home and i immediately change and so we went off. And i was such a sweet sister, i got him a wallet. An abstract one. Coolio punya. And we got lost in Daiso -.- tempting uh all the cheapo 2 dollars stuff. Got home at around nine plus while a floating hello kitty balloon. So cute. I wish my future boyfriend would like buy me a helium balloon and make me walk around like a fool.
Weeeehooo.

Cant wait cant wait to go out with Peah tmrw. Booyeah.
I know i sound like a psycho, but....

BLAADY HELL NO ONE READS MY BLOG.
THAT PROVES HOW MUCH OF A LOSER I AM BOOHOO.

Im still puzzled. So please, tell me everything.

2010-07-10T00:56:00.003+08:00

Dude, i really don't know whats up with you.
But i guess i was really looking forward till the end of the week,
cause i miss you so damn much.
Oh well, i assume you don't care as much as i do.
There's always the phone, right?

Four years ago, he was only seventeen.

2010-07-08T18:44:00.002+08:00

Mesut Özil
Fucking hot.
Okay lah, not handsome, but still, charming to me. To me uh.

Im having this major crush.
Oh yah, and i thought i would NEVER EVER fall for football players.
But.... i proved myself wrong. Oh well, Germany didnt make it through the Grand Finals.
Hope they get the friggin thrid place *cross fingers*

I use to think that i would never bring myself to talk about football.
But they played so damn well against England and Argentina.

TAKE NOTE, IM NOT A BIG FAN OF FOOTBALL.
Just a big fan of Özil.
Nyehehehehehehhehehehehehhhhh *bites lips*

Okay enough of all the football.

Im tired, sleepy, hungry, sad, dissapointed.
Cause, skewl has been sucha bitch and ive got to rush my homework and all.
Naddy and me, actually tried our best to keep our eyes open and we'll just get all cranky and horny and stuff. Coolio huh. Rare you know. What a sad life. I wanna go out this Sunday. Actually on a Saturday, but my mum actually asked me and my broth to go to the kenduri or whatever its called. Free food, here we come. So Sunday shall be a dayout to town or somewhere.
I dont know. I need money.

I think my life's kinda screwed up right now.
:'(

For you.

2010-07-03T20:14:00.003+08:00

I miss you so damn much. Do you know that?
Everytime im screwed up, ill think about you.
And how i wish you were beside me, and cheering me up.
Yes, i hated you for quite some time,
but you came back, and told me that you're going away.
And so i waited, and you finally got back to me.
And now, i feel so insecure whenever youre not here with me.
Cause i know i wont get to meet anyone like you, ever.
But you always broke my heart, but i knew i had to endure.
I always did.
I want us to do things together. I want us to go shopping together and stuff.
But ill just have to wait for your call.
Till now, i still dont know why you had to go.

You can't go wrong.

2010-06-27T22:47:00.003+08:00

Yay, Nurully is back from Perth.
I swear sista, youre prettay. You even have sexay legs. Gosh.
Nevermind, when we have freedom, and money, we'll go there together next time.
And go buy lotsa pretty dreamcathers, dresses, earings, necklaces, rings, jackets, boots, and ooh lots more. Anyway, cant wait cant wait cant wait to meet you tmrw.
Remember! Bring our lunch boxes.

And the only thing that makes me look forward to school tmrw is, meeting friends, and doodling.
Thats all. But hopefully, things wont get screwed up again in classes.

Icky farhan.

2010-06-27T02:57:00.003+08:00

I luvvv this picture veli veli muche.

Farhan, be thankful im posting you goddamn face(well, actually half) up there.

MUAHA HAA HAAA HAAAAAAA!

Say hello, to my boring life.

2010-06-27T02:00:00.004+08:00

So, ive got like nothing better to do, and im gonna start typing down random facts about me. They say you know yourself best, so why not huh? Yay!!! This is so much fun, not.

1) I tend to download a whole bunch of songs and listen to it when i go to bed/to school the next morning. I mean, who doesnt?

2) I am a person who easily gives in for boys, i dont know why. Heheheh.

3) I think about things alot. I when i say alot, i mean, ALOT. Mostly when im alone or when im upset/mad.

4) I am a really lazy person. I have intentions to do lotsa productive things, but i will end up just sitting around or just lying on my bed, with the fan right in front of my face.

5) I dont like people following the things i do. Seriously. That means, i dont like sharing things that much. NO, im not arrogant.

6) Yes, i bitch alot. Hahah, but about 3/4 is just for fun.

7) I am someone who wants others to like, appreciate me for who i am, you know?

8) I tend to talk shit alot. And laugh alot, even if there's no need for it. Oh well, at least im trying to make my life not so boring.

9) I have big major issues with my weight. Sigh...

10) I search/roam around for inspirations.

11) I wish i was in NAFA kindergarten when i was small, or at least a get DSA to SOTA after my childlish primary school days(they were actually kewl, with the bunch of kewl kids i hung out with). But now, i have to fucking end up in FUHUA and endure for the next one and a half years when i only actually look forward to ONLY 2 subjects in school ; Art and Geography. SO DAMN FUCKED UP. BLEAGHHHHH.

12) Yes, i love The Beatles, and i would want to go visit the 'Hard Day's Night' Hotel over at Liverpool, London. Muahahah.

13) I often complain about me being fat and not beautiful, cause i see a whole lot bunch of pretty girls out there :(

14) I love hot French boys talking English with their heavy accent. THE SEX MAN.

15) I love Christofer Drew.

16) I love Alex Turner.

17) I love Miles Kane.

18) I love.... my mum.

19) I fantasize alot. HAHAH PSYCHO SIAK.

20) I tend to do things halfway, you know, like the song, can you meet me halfway, right up... kay next!

21) I hate my school, and the blaady uniform, gosh, someone please transfer me to an art school!

22) People with really FUCKING MASSIVE HAIRY ARMPIT HAIR TURNS ME OFF.

23) Im better at doing things practically. Im not good at theories. You gimme a piece of clay, i can make you a giant sculpture. Chey, fake.

24) Since its number 24, my birthday falls on the 24 of October, and so does my mum, 24 August, and my dad, 24 April. COooOOoOOlio.

25) I love doodling/scribbling. I love Cyan, Yellow, Lime green, Electric blue, Electirc purple.

26) Ive always wish to keep an owl as a pet at home. Just listening to it kruu-ing all night long,

27) Ill end soon kay, wait.

28) I love helping my mum out in the kitchen. HAHA, i love cooking. Yes, i know how to cook. Like omg.

29) I have this 'sixth sense'. No, not the third eye thingy. Its like a nervous kinda feeling. Like i get all tensed up and nervous when something bad's gonna happen, when it actually does. I dont think its normal, cause people do have this when theyre feeling nervous for something they know, like performing for a show or something. In my case, i dont know whats gonna happen, in a normal sunny day. All of my friends dont have this 'aura' thingy. So it makes me the only one. Or... i just have not so much friends. HAHA WTF.

30) I associate lyrics with my life. I think its kinda normal. Oh well.

31) Ive got lotsa things that i wanna buy and that i should buy. But money, as we all know, is a major major major issue :(

OKAY IM DONE. I BET NO ONE READS THIS SHIT. HAHA.

This is a story of our lives.

2010-06-27T01:40:00.003+08:00

Its 1:45AM.

Still not sleepy. And im on my Mum's lappy, and the internet is so effing slow.

So, today's a Sunday, and that makes, tmrw, a Monday.
Monday = Hell day.

Actually, any other school day is a hell day. So,

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday = Hell week.

I can already feel the pain.... its piercing through my heart... i...am.. kay shut up.

Oh well, i have a boring life. If anyone were to ask me to sum up my whole life to one word,

i would directly answer, B-O-R-I-N-G. *sniggers*

My life is so boring, i wanna go do some facts about my boring life right now.
See it in a bit, and bore yourself to death.

And i wish you were there with me.

2010-06-21T21:22:00.003+08:00

Make a guess where i went yesterday.

dont worry my love, everything's alright.

2010-06-21T17:59:00.004+08:00

skewl starts next week.
art, not done.
holiday homework, not done.

im so so so so so so so dead.

Kachit kachit kachit.

2010-06-21T01:52:00.003+08:00

take that.

Damn, that lifeguard was hot.

2010-06-21T01:02:00.009+08:00

I luv this photo up here. So funny and err.... stoink.

And i luv this photo the most omg. Just look at my grandaunt at the far left.
Bahhhhhhhhhhhhhahahhahahah.

Last weekend's chalet was da sex manz. BAHAHAH.
4 days and 3 nights was well spent with my cuzzzinzzz.
Yes, i am all black now, thank you. Due to the 2 days of swimming, that lasted for like more than 3hrs. And during the swimming sessions, (actually not swimming, it was just us, soaking in the water.) SO, as i was saying, i finally know how to FLOAT with my head in the air. Woohoo. And so, i was floating all around the pool and i was closing my eyes and fuiiii, that felt good.
Whatever it is, i saw this hot lifeguard. So hot. So so hot. And i asked plasters from him and ackkkk so hot.

Anyway, i is very lazy to elaborate more la.
I shall update the animations of me and imah nowzah.

These are the hard times, here to inspire.

2010-06-14T11:43:00.003+08:00

I luvvvv youzzz imahzzzz.
Went out with this toothead last Sat.
My hair was a bitch twentyfourseven.
Actually, we didnt quite take a proper picture together. Hmmm.
But we did take like solo multiple shots. MUAHAHA.
Nabillah luvs multiple shots.

Saturday night was a disaster. It was horrible. And yes, i cried. BLEAH.
Nurul was there to like hear me out and vice versa. I lurbe you babe. HAHAAA.
Anyway Nurul, hang in there alright. You know youve got me so im always here for you okay.
We sort of lead the same life now. Kiter kan jiwer. Right. I luv you tau.

SHARKS ITS ALR 12:03. Need to go shower nowww. Heh, im not stinky okay hello.
Im off to chalet for 4days and 3 nights. OooOOooOOhhhlah. So better go get ready now.
Pictures will be uploaded sooon, very very soon, i guess. HAHAH.
Knowing Nabillah, everything's slow.

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O to the K to the A to the Y.
G to the T to the G.

I shall not be irritating and i shall get going now.

Can't you see what this means to me?

2010-06-10T18:04:00.005+08:00

Sopeah dan Enab.
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Im like rotting at home now. I need to get out'ahhhhh.
Need money. Need to shop. Need to eat some ice cream. *bites side of lips*
I need to continue on my art. But, i dont know when. Im just seriously lost.
I dont know what to do anymore. Im stuck. I wanna score for my art, but, im just clueless.
Someone, help me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

and ill beg and i'll beg, im down on my knees, mama oh mama......
OKAY CUT IT OUT.

someone get me a whole bunch of dreamcatchers, and ill luv you forever and ever and ever.
espacially the ones with extra fluffy feathers. OoOOOoOOOOlah

Oh hey, its almost the weekends again. Pumpkinhead, you better call me.
You need like, some serious explanation to do. Imy laaaaaa doofus.

Anyways, i downloaded new songz. Ouhyeah. As you know me,
New songs = Pure joyness.

Okay, i wanna dig more songs now. Bbyezzzzzzahh.

2010-06-09T14:28:00.000+08:00

im blogging right from my bed. hu hu hu.
its raining, and i might just fall asleep any time soon. gosh, im rotting here. ive got nothing much to do. and during times like this, everything will suck. bleahhhh.

went to jp yesterday with peah. to pay some courts thingy. HAHA. anyway, after that, we bought ourselves a pair of friendship bands from whatever that shop was called. kinda random, but i thought the one on my leg needs a friend or something, wtf. and in the end, when we were going back home, in da bus (lol), i tried the band on my leg. AND GUESS WHAT, the thing couldnt fit onto my leg ._. what a major turn off. ugh. even a lamb has a smaller leg than me ._. depressing much huh, nevermind, I, Nabillah Huda, shall get off my ass, and lose some weightttttttt! okay, soooo not gonna happen, but ill try.

W-w-w-w-w-w-well, do you know me well?

2010-06-07T01:52:00.011+08:00

Its exactly 2:26AM now. And im not asleep, just yet.
Maybe i shall be an owl again tonight, so, got to make a cup of coffee.
And, its Monday morning. Ive got class again in 6hours time. Weekends, sucked.
Despite the fact that i went to spend time with my brothers to go for a jog. HAHAHA.
Im still a lazy ass at home.

Im sorry if i havent been updating that much here.
Its just that, i dont have much to say. I dont have much to type down about how my day went and all. I dont have the mood, cause i know, NO ONE will read this shit. And just so, if you come to the conclusion that 'just ditch the blog la if you dont have much to blog about' hell no. Cause blogging makes me happy. HEH.

And in case you forgot, i have a boring life.
And i am a boring person.
But, you can still count on me to like make your day or something.

Just a few minutes ago, in this dark room, i was thinking of having a sleepover.
(awkward, but i do tend to think alot if im alone)
Anyway, yah, a sleepover, with my girls. MUAHAHAHAH.

We've been wanting it since idk when, and i think its really about time that WE should really throw a sleepover. Imagine all the fluffy pillows, and the never ending laughter. KAY LMAO.
I sound, so........ lesbian. HHAHAHAHAH.

Whatever it is, Nurul, Anis, Dayana and Sam or whoever else.
COME ON I CANT WAIT OKAY. OKAY GOOD.

Hmmmm, im wondering what Barney is doing now. Cause i miss him :{
I miss the times when we used to like hang out. Like that time when we actually had so much fun, with his friends and all, okay, leave his friends out. The night when we went to watch the fireworks but it was like a major failure cause the whole bunch wanted to eat first at Mac. And and the day we sat down at chinese garden, on the grass, and we just talked non stop about our past lives. Gahhhh, i miss him so so so much. Espacially when its like so hard for us to meet because of his work and all. Oh well. We'll meet soon okay dugong. HAHAH.

Shall go continue youtub-ing now.
See, told you, i have a boring life.

I use to listen to them every single day and put them on repeat. Geeez.

Just so kewl when they can actually sound so good singing even with their heavy accent.
Gosh, my kind of French boys. And this is like the 3-4 time im watching this. And its just so...
oracular spectacularrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Ignorant.

2010-06-04T15:52:00.003+08:00

So this is Asfari, my irritating brother.
Sorry uh, but i cant help it but to post this up.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAH.
(anyway, click on the pic to see my eyes sparkle ._.)

TGIF.
Yes, Fridayyyyyy! I skipped all lessons today, and that includes my Physics, Comb Humans, and Art. And class starts at 8 this morning. Woke up at 7. And after bathing, i didnt feel like going. So i went swimming instead. I.AM.ALL.BLACK.NOW. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCK.

My whole body is aching now. And i can hardly walk. Chey, bedek seh. Wth. Cant wait for the chalet which is, in 2 weeks time. Heh. And then, its up for sleepless nights with cuzzinz. OoooOooyeah.

Ive been thinking bout lots of things to change/do this holidays.
So, to sum things up, here it is, my notessss to self.

1) NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT. I can like count on morning/night jogs with my broth. IF im not lazy/tired.

2) Finish up my 3 Layouts and observation studies for my Art by Mid June.
3) To the Library with Nad(or whoever that wants to tag along), to catch things up/observation studies.

4) Stock up my ezlink card, prepaid, contact lens, stationaries. HEH (Y)

5) Tidy up my rooooom, clear all piles of books, so it would be easier for me to find my things.
6) Go shopping to make me feel happeh.
7) Spend more time with peoplez.
8) Get a frappe. The last time i drank this shit was like the last time i met Imah at civic :(

9)Err, get a new bag for skewl.
10) Revise revise and revise.

WTF. I think i can like only do 1/5 of whats up there. And 1/5 = 2/10.
TWO ONLY?! Goddamnit.

Nevermind nab, if theres a will, theres a way.
No will, no way. HAHAHAHAH.
Wth, whatever.

Kay ba bai. Got to go update my tumblr.

Are'nt you feeling so lost right now?

2010-05-26T20:24:00.004+08:00

Skewl was okay today. But we slacked like hell.
Im out of money. Damn.

Cant effing stand the weather, shit. Managed to go to Naddy's house after skewl, favourite past time aye. Walked around, and she gave me a surprise. Yay, i luv surprises. I luv surprising people. Okay, anyway, i went over to her area for some reasons too, that i managed to do, for after wanting to do it, since idk when. HEH.

And Nad was there by my side, accompanying me. Whooooooz. But the sunlight was so bright, but as we walked, i felt so calm and relieved. Lol, sounds like after a good hardcore sex. HAHA.
Anyway, we saw a stranger, and really thought it was someone i knew. I could have just walked faster and catch up with that stranger and like... nevermind nab, its done. HEH.

So, i was trying so hard to spot you, but, no sign of you la.
So i sad already. I want to pergi di jendela dalam kesepian....kay stop it.

Cant wait cant wait for the weekends, or more precise, the HOLIDAYZ!
Ooooh shakalaka shakalaka oooh ooooooh
*does the hynotised wavey arms dance*

SHANT SOUND LIKE A SAD EMO SHItzzZZzzZZ.

Cause i can live with it, like how i use to baybeh.
OoOOoO yeah.

Eleven colon eleven

2010-05-24T23:15:00.004+08:00

Went back home today, and i got to know that i was a big dissapointment.
Pull yourself together Nabaababababaaaaah.

Ive got a list of things to do during the Hols.
At last, i could think of something productive.

Was on the phone with Nad just now. And we.....
were mad as hell. And these... are our hell mates!
Awwh, i miss peanut.

Got. To. Go. To. Sleep. Now.
Bye faggotz.

ich liebe dich

Make up your mind, bitch.

2010-05-23T23:56:00.003+08:00

One minute, youve convinced me, the next minute, you start it again. Pfft. Stop it with your false hopesssssssss damnit. "Both of you are the same, exactly the same". Oooh ooh, i hope miracle happens tmrw, and someone would like fill up my free time, like a meet up or something. Heh heh heh.

Its Monday. Whoa, duhh cause its 12:08 already.

Imma go to skewl in like 6 and a half hours time. And i dont even know when im going to sleep. Maybe after this post, or, maybe after checking facebook. I need to do something really productive nowadays. But i just dont seem to have the mood. Nevermind, shall just wait till the time is rightoooooooooooooooo.

Wtf, i still think that no one reads this shit. Bleagh.

Whatever, okay baibai
\m/

Control yourself, take only what you need.

2010-05-23T00:21:00.004+08:00

Oh yes prince charming, i luv that stare. ooOOoOoh.
..... CUT THE CRAP.

Managed to like update a few on tumblr. HAH, its still dead. Pfft. Whatever.

Didnt go out today, as in a day-out. I dont know when im gonna go out. I feel so.... dead.

I wanna go take pictures outside.
Anyway, me and my brother went to jog just now, near the express way. Yeay.
I hope i lose some weight or something. Cause i managed not to eat dinner yay.
Okay, maybe just a lil' bit, but not a complete meal. Bahhhhhhhhh Mbaaaaaaahhhh.

Soooooo, holidayz are near. Im gonna do something with my hair. Okay, maybe not. Nurul's going to Australia and like, the first 2 weeks of it will be packed(NOT) with extra remedial lessons and man, it really eats up out quality holiday time and okay... myb i take those words back. Like hey, if you think about it, its still better than a normal day at school, right? But still. OKAY WHAT THE FUCK I HATE SKEWL. So much for jumping for joy for the last week of school when youre actually going back for classes. Wth, paranoid pe Nabillah.

Nuff bout school, i.need.my.moneh.
Se.ri.ous.ly.
I wanna buy my specs, my oxfords, my hat, my t-bar tees, my ringz, my necklaces, my doc martens, my...
everything la shithead.

OH YAH, my art materialzzzzzahhhhhhhhhh. I NEED MONEH HONEH MONEH HONEH.
I still want my Dayler Rowney size zero brush okay :(

.......

As for yesterday, i had terrible dream.
(okay here comes the sadest most sad sad part for this post, right.)
And i dreamt about you. When everything was over, and i woke up, i thought it was for real.
I sat on my bed, eyes wide open and cursing the person that was beside you. I literally wanted to cry.
For after 5 mins or so, i realised that, it was actually a dream, of you. A bad dream, a nightmare.
And oh, i hope, it wont happen. Not again, and not in front of my eyes.
Please, stick to your words young man. Cause i know youre gonna be strong.

Sigh.

If only......

2010-05-21T00:08:00.002+08:00

i...... could..... get..... a....... okay, i shall not say,
it. out. loud. here.

Gosh, i just realise my tumblr has been like dead for idk how long. Damn it/Dammit/Dam eat. LOL. Okay, back to the point. The ultimate main reason why i dont update that much here and on tumblr and on fuckedup facebook and where ever you can think of in this cyber world, is because, ive got really really slow internet connection here at home. And ill prolly like reblog lotsa stuff, but, apparently, i cant even reach halfway to my dashboard.

Sad isnt it?

Sigh.

Just in case you'd think ive got no life, WELL I DO TOOTHEADS. Its just that, im either too lazy or the connection just sucks so bad. Oh well, what to do?

Just like someone said, "You know, its all for the good right Nab? You know you'll get a better life, im sure thats gonna happen Nab. Im sure"

Chey, sentimental ah.
Whatever. Kay bai.

Need to call that loser. Now.
AaaCCcccKKkKKkkKKKkKKKk.

...... i still think no one reads this piece of shit of all shits.
:'(

Pegs and Palettes.

2010-05-19T20:06:00.009+08:00

Cause the morning felt like summer, only without you.

Hopes, Dreams, Everything.

2010-05-18T16:29:00.003+08:00

Everyday, i hope that you'll not talk about it.
Everyday, i dream that i could have you and your attention.
Everyday, i dream that i can be your everything.

But everyday, you do talk about it, and ill just keep it all to myself.
And everyday, i try my very best to talk about something, but you'll get distracted.
And everyday, i feel that im not that important, to you.

Im trying to keep it shallow.
And ill try to control my emotions and my feelings.
But how would you know? When all you think about, is someone else,
But not me?

You trick your lovers that youre wicked and divine.

2010-05-16T02:53:00.006+08:00

Its like, two fifty eight right now.
Am still not asleep. Gosh, i feel so hungry.

Heh, im singing so quietly to the songs on my creative now.
Cause my broth's sleeping.

Ouhaye'ah, idk what to effing type.

........

So, today's the 16 of March slash sixteen of march.
HEH.

Cant wait to meet the sore loser later.

Still depressed with no moneh to topup my ppd.
Tsk. Nevermind, ill work it out.

Just painted all of my nails.
Heh, now im enlightened, and happeh.

Fine, ill think of something to do. Hmmmm.
Nehhh, nothing.

I could have called you off, but im too scared if its gonna get worst.

2010-05-16T00:51:00.002+08:00

I feel....
Sad
Dissapointed
Insecure
Left Out
Mad.

I thought i could rely and depend on you to tell you what i really feel towards all these.
I know i should have done that, but i just cant, afford to, yknow.
I really dont know if you really care or not. Seriously.
I keep thinking, would you even ask if im okay.
I dont think you even take note of it.
I dont feel important anymore.
I hope, just hope that everthing will be alright.

Anyway, Feedah, thanks for hearing me out.
Really needed that. Just someone there, yknow.
And its been so long since i chatted with you manz.
Thanks again babe : >

Give in, even if they're not sorry.

2010-05-15T12:54:00.006+08:00

Im so fucked up right now,

I dont know if i should laugh or cry.

For the first time ever, i felt as if, ive failed, so badly.
Maybe its wrong to assume things quickly, but i know its true.
I dont want to dissapoint anyone, espacially my mum,

but im just sick and tired of it okay?

Exams are over. And i dont feel a single bit of joyfulness. Like the typical kinda feeling yknow.
Im just not hype about it, cause i ended the whole shit, with crap.
Seriously, im like a major failure right now.

I want to do something really productive, but i cant. Im too down to think of things.

My room's in a mess, but i dont care. Im a mess myself.

Im tired, i didnt had my proper sleep since Monday. So its either im have only 2-3 hours of sleep per day,
Or im nocturnal throughout. Yay, you can offlicially call be an owl (Y).

Totally broke, with no money in my hands.
I keep digging the pocket in my jeans, my bag, but not a single cent.

I know it wont happen now, but im gonna be a big big fat dissapointed to everyone
Yknow, i cant afford being like this.

And all ive got to do is, look down and just hide everything from everyone.
Or laugh as horribly as possible at the littlest things.
At most, ill ignore every single thing cause im too tired.

: <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< Peepot, its been 12 days till date. Imy : <

We'll watch the sunset together one day okay?

Im sorry, but just bear with me.

I hope if im like stable or anything,we'll buy the things we want.

Heh, like a Macbeth shoe or smething. And our Fred Perry's.
(Y) cant wait cant wait. Yah yah, i know.... Buy the things i need first. I will okay, dont worry.
Meet up sooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. And i think ive got smething to pass you.
Heh heh hehhhh.

Meet my Jack Union.

2010-05-11T13:33:00.002+08:00

Heh. Fiona posted the same thang on her blog with our matching tattz. Kewlzaaah.

Sorry for the lack of updates, (like anybody reads this shit).
Been busy with blaaady exams and fucked up internet. So, this is like my one and only chance before defeat! ....right -____-

So, today's a Tuesday. And i didnt sleep the whole of last night cause i was busy revising my Geog. And the Geog paper just now was hell. I was trying so hard to remember what i summarised, but neh. Oh well. Tmrw's chem. Shithole, got lots to study shit-holess...and revelaaaaationnnnnn. HEH.

Okay, as some of you might know, right now, i kinda feel insecure, about me, myself and i.

I keep demoralising myself.
I keep thinking negatively about every single thing.
I keep making false promises to myself.
This low self esteem thing is really overpowering me right now.
I know its not healthy.
I should really stop this.
But thinking back,

Im not pretty.
Im not tall and hot.
I dont have nice hair.
I dont have slender legs.

I just cant help it, i feel so so so useless right now.
I know i keep making jokes and all those shitty crap,
But ill always think of something negative.
Im insecure.
I feel weak.
Im not good enough.

Bleagh. Ill get over it. Soooon.
Darn, now i feel so gloooomy and shit.
Fuck this shit la la la la lazzzzzzahhhh.

Green belts wrapped around our minds and endless, red tapes to keep the truth confine.

2010-04-28T19:26:00.004+08:00

I lazy to edit lah wahlao.
Went to school with my fingers painted all blue,

and not even a single teacher approached me about it. Effyeah.

Fuhua's PE shirt is like a Major fail. Yes, with a capial M.
But what the hell, ironic when i actually spend the very first minutes taking pictures of myself with that mofo shirt when i return home from school. What? I prefer saying taking pictures of myself rather than camwhoring. Makes me sound like a bitch. Although i luv talking bitchy. It makes me sound kewlzlzlzlzllzlzzzaaah.

OHKAYYYYYY, this was suppose to be yesterday's post, but eventually, fucked up internet keep getting... fucked up. And what not, peepot go call me lah, that loser. HAHA. Youre so gonna kill me when you see this. Anyway, had O'level mid year english paper today. Yes yes, was the 2nd set of english paper. Ugh, stupid. Its kinda ridiculous when you think about it.

Im gonna talk about my art now. Yes, if you dislike it, shoo.

So, ive chosen trendy as my mid year theme. *evil laugh* MUAHAHA. Idk why, but i look up to it more than my O level art. Kinda pathetic. Hmph. Gotta catch up ketchup catch up ketchup. Art is like my first priority IDK WHY BUT WITHOUT IT ILL DIE AND DECOMPOSE. LOL.

I kept thinking 'bout lots if things lately. Friends, luv, sex, parents, triangles, owls, boys, and my future. Idk what it will be like. But as time pass by, i think ill get a glimpse of what its gonna be like. Ive been staring at myself in the mirror lately, and i luv staring into my eyeballs. Wth, i know they're big. But thats not the issue. Causeeeeeeee... i luv too see it sparkle and she the reflection of the my surroundings. They get watery sometimes and i luv it cause i might think im like drunk or something. Lol, even if i dont know how i feels like.. but, i luv seeing pictures of drunk people. Kewlshit, fuckyeah. HAHA, me and peepot's line.

Talking bout peepot and his stupidity, we wrote a song together otp. So sweet. I felt so honoured to be the first one, but its like incomplete. Nyeheheh. This is abit side track but, i kept thinking about people, okay, to be precise, the boys ive dated before. I know i shouldnt like bring this matter up, but FUCK YOU. My problem what. Anyway, i really dont think girls like me should be played around. I mean, where can you spot a girl who luvz to draw, talks alot, laughs alot, shares alot, doesnt 'act kewl' not a fuckin' minah and treats a boy right? As in, wake up in the morning and think about you and think about you again before sleeping. I mean, im not trying to brag about myself, (this applies to other girls as well, excluding the fucked up minahs) but seriously, why are boys like that? I mean, we give the best of ourselves to them, and they act like they appreciate it all, when they dont, and like they make stoopid excuses just to cover up what they have done wrong. UGH. Pissed. And thinking twice about it, i think it applies to friends too, dont you think so?

I think ive got to wash my hands off you, but i keep holding on.

Ive done alot, but you seem to fuck your way down to make your life miserable.
Whoops, sorry for the foul words yeah? If you know me well, youll get used to it.

O to the K. Ive got to go studayyyyz.
And go shit butterflies out of my stomach.

I will try up up update if i got the time alright.

Its time that fat cats had a heart attack.

2010-04-16T00:50:00.003+08:00

SOMEONE BRING ME TO WATCH MUSE

LIVE-IVE-IVE-IVE-IVEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Gosh, i can die nowwww. I wanna see Matt and Dominic(thesexgod, lol!) and Chris. Ive walked into CD Stores lots and lots of times and will never fail to look at and touch and rape(right..) their new album. Sigh. On tour now and i guess, stage setting and everything, awesummmmm man, he galactical feel. Sigh, go watch on youtube go go go. The stage, i tell you, fuiiiiiiiyoh. Can just die looking at it, gaaah. Theyre like exceptionally the most original band ever, compared with all the typical bands in America, the ones always on tours, pretty boys, happy band families and shit. With Matt's voice and all his twisted guitar tunes, nyaaaaah, conperm high oi. Boohoooo. Are they on for Glastonburyyyyy? Cause i wanna wanna wanna go go go there there there. Ack, in my dreams, like ill be given a chance eh? Sheesh. Hope they like come down to sunny Singapore again soon, or drop by my house or ack, kay stop it :'''''''''<

Kan bagos kalau aku dapat my future DuoMattandDom boyfriend.
What the tootz, but i may sound stupid but Matt DOES LOOOOOK LIKE MY FORM TEACHER. Seeee-caaaa-ryyyyyy. Heh, at a good note, ill look forward to school for Mattclone. KAY SUPERLOL. Eh, bu seriously, they look the same. Ah, yes, the same ol' talent of mine. Till now, i think ive spotted like alot of clones. Hmph, what to do? Ah, clone nye si Matt dah jumpe kan, aku nak carik clone Dom ah :<

Toothpaste on fingers.

2010-04-14T23:06:00.004+08:00

My fingers just got burnt when i was frying sunny side ups for me and my brother.

And i put this packet, full of ice on my burnt fingers and kept refilling them >:

Felt like a sore loser cause i kept whinning like a effing dog. Tried lots of stuff, even gong onn youutbe for help(useless much) and my brother and i kept searching the cabinet for the lotion but still, fail. And so, i tried Calamine lotion, FAIL. In the end, i called Nad Nad or help. Hah, and her mum shouted, "apply colgate" and so i did, as in i really put ALOT and the stinging pain was still there. Goddamn. But i still endure the pain and washed it off for after some time, and vuala, the pain is neutral now. (lol, pain=neutral) whatever. Hehhh. And i thought y applying toothpaste would like make it worst mah, cause got mint mah. Pain laaaaa.

My brother was so kind to make breakfast for us tmrw morning. He even took out the toaster for some french toast + sausages for tmrw. Awwww, how sweet. So many chores to do. So little time.

GOT ORAL SOMEMORE TMRW. TOOTHEAD. DIE AH DIE.

Ive been having that nervous feeling these few days.

2010-04-08T18:02:00.007+08:00

Check out my Fred tattz baybeh.

Okay, ignore the tattz, the eyebags (even if you dont spot any) and the whole thing. Kept toying around with my Canon. Hmph, i seriously need a photoshoot outside. One day kiter go, okay Rodiyan? Hehhh. Anyway, art has really been stressing the hell out of me. Its like im really really clueless and confused on what im gonna do next. And the fact that im taking my O's art this year is seriously scaring me. Real bad. Like my sketches are all ammature. Gosh, whats happening to me? Ugh.

Im gonna be moving my bed (its a princessy bed btw), against my wall. So i feel more secured. Lol. I wanna buy lotsa pillows and squash on them everytime i feel like lying down, even when i know it will irritate the shit out of me but i dont care. Huaaaa. And, also put up the white fabric up the poles of my bed. Feeling- feeling princess lah kan -.-

BUT ONE THANG, IM TOO EFFING LAZY.

Just like si Rodiyan tuh. Kater naik samer ferry, upgrade siket.

Haaaaaaa, kay whatever, this post was a lame piece of shit. Who cares, no one reads it anyway
:<<<<<<<<

I love it when the rays of the sunlight shine through the windows and on my face.

2010-04-06T17:12:00.004+08:00

My brother just got home and when i opened the door, he said "AAAAH, MY SISTER LOOKS LIKE A TIBETIAN" sore loser. Ill have to survive this Beyonce haircut till idk when. Hmphhhh. Its only Tuesday and i feel like dying already. Shithead la. Cant wait for the weekends again. Got to make a trip down my aunt's house to take the Photoshop CD from her soon manzzz. Will try alright, will try. Im too lazy laaaaaaaaaaaa. Okay now im hungreh, need.to.go.find.food!

Anyway,

Muahahahahha. Gua sayang lu ah bf *insert a whole bucket of hearts*. Muahahahahahah.

At last.

2010-04-04T15:07:00.005+08:00

Check out my newwww boyfriend. Still finding a name. Hmmm.

Went out with Imahmahmahci and her Fahmi, Mar-ee-aaanna, Asf and Zul. Tiring shit. But had fun though. Was raining and raining, and it never stop. Shitass betol. I kind of forgot what we actually did the whole day, except for like walking here and there. I feel like working, so that i can earn monehhhh to buy the things that i want instead of walking into shops and pointing to several stuff that i know i WILL NOT GET. Gosh, this is depressing. Booohooo.

I just realised, that ive got to take me underwater cammie out soon for the very first time in i think 1year plus on that shelf. AND, i should really go do something with me hair. Im still considering whether i should cut my bangs. I still want LaRoux's hair BUT, i cant afford to chop of almost 3/4 of my hair which ive been keeping for so long and myb grow it longer and thicker.
BLEGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

This is abit side track but idk why, i feel like being loved again. i know im still young and shit, but ive been hanging on to false hopes all these while. blegh. okay, so, lemme see, its been 1year plus since ive been in a relationship and the last one was with this mothereffing mat rep i got to know from dayana. And that was the last fxcking dude i would ever fall for. And i dont even know how i fell for him laaaa. Ewww. Disgusting. Other than that, someone has been giving me this hope and i was really looking forward for everything that will eventually start a new. But, idk why, hes been avoiding me or smehing like that. I just wanted to know how he is and how hes doing and myb just hand out together like before yknow. But im really dissapointed on how he left that tiny hope, hanging, just like that.

Nevermind, i shall really wait and wait and wait for my Miles Kane. Mehehehehehhehehh.

money for delivery

2010-03-20T21:24:00.001+08:00

IM FUCKKKKIN HUNGREHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

thats it man, im gonna think of something to cook.
better do it quickly cause this sleepaye monster will hunt after it.

"Somebody's gonna get hurt real baddddddd!"

2010-03-20T19:51:00.006+08:00

Mmmmeeehh eheheh mmmeehheheh.
Meet Imahmahmaknenek last Weds and had a day out at Bugis. Prettyhead lah she.
Eh, must thank me cause i found Awal when we were sitting on the staircase of Funan okaaay. Treat me eat Swensens ke. Lol, prangai melam'pau honey chicken' sak. Ps, we've nearly got lost walking from Penin to Bugis, Major -.- anyway, more stories, go to her bloggeh, a my linkie. OHH OHH, WE ATE OOZY MEATBALLS WIH HONEY MUSTAAARD. Oohlah, heaven man, heaven.

Ooh bloggie woogie, i dont mean to abandon youuuuuuuu. Ill try to update as much as possible okay kay kay? Shit, now i forgot what i wanted to type. Sheesh. Anywayyyy, me mum baked beef and potato curry pie today. Ack, yknow, with all the shortcrust and stuff. And when she wanted to roll the dough, she got pissed and like scolded me cause i didnt cut the plastic like she wanted to. I mean, HOW WOULD I KNOWWWW? Ugh, kay whatever. School's gonna suck, suck real bad. Look on the bright side nab, yeah, i can take mr grizzly bear out to school on my wrist and really see all the tootheads. Eheheheheheh.

Fuck la, this stupid foreign number (prolly from india) keep calling my house phone and tooot you aaaaaaaah, i just got up from my seat like a few minutes ago and i have his big fat feeling ah that moron is gonna ring again. And when i go out and think that 'heyyyy, myb its someone else like a friend or smething' but nooooooooooooooo, just as i approached the blaardy phone, it stopped ringing. Moronic Fuckllllllllard.

Omg, i think im in deep trouuuble cause my broth' asked me to wake him up at 7 and one hour and eleven minutes later, im still here, writing this post. Ehhhh, nevermind, I, NABILLAH HUDA, THE SISTER OF idiotic NUR ASFARI SHALL USE HER AWESSSSUM TYPICAL EXCUSE! Simple one lah. I only ahh, need to say this when he scolds me.

Broth' : I tell you to wake me up at 7 right???
Me: Ya lah, i did what, like alot of times but knowing youuuuu, you'll snore off again and say 'later later, 10mins later ah, you better wake me up'

Simpleeeeeee. Kay major -.- to me, okay. Ugh, sore loser.
I really need to cut this crappp lah shit. Heh. Eheh. Eheheh. Heheheheh.

dickheaded morons.

2010-03-15T23:48:00.006+08:00

I dont need you to friggin bitch about me behind my back while youre 'trying too hard' to put things back together. Ooh yeah if you people say you guys are so fucking tired of it, so am i cause you people dont even care how i cope with things around me. And when i say something that youre not happy with it, when honestly, its a fact, you'll flare up and make a big deal out of it. Come on lah, act like youre friggin 16 years old can? And not like pre-mature suck ups who think they're a biggie. Call me a bitch or make a big fxck about this post to your 'always-there-when i-need-them-friends', and have a grudge against me, im fine with that, proves how useless you really are. Everything that youve done, is up to no good and hell yeah, you can friggin take all the people you want to be up against me and let them ride on your girly merry-go-round.

Come one lah anis, you can do better than that.

Mofos, huh?

2010-02-24T23:59:00.006+08:00

Lemme strip off me bloggeh eh?
Shall continue blogging once im settled down.

sdneirftesb.

2010-01-31T19:36:00.002+08:00

We used to be best friends, we met every day and spent hours and hours together. But now everything has changed. We don't see each other any more. You spend your time with people I don't know. But I still miss you.

▲IMAHAHAHAHCI▲

Elekktro rokkers.

2010-01-18T19:34:00.005+08:00

I dont think im gonna blog that much nowadays. Hallaballoooo, i think that prettaye much explains why this post is the second for this year. Pffts. Im in need for moneh baybeh.
And yes, i still friggin' want that Topshop bag okay. And and those FredP's flat oxfords. And a couple more of flatz. And surely, a new robota' necklace. Boohooooooooooooooooo.
I dont even have money to eat );

Im quite worried for my art, really. Maybe taking O's was a risk, well, maybe not. Idk.

Im kinda stuck doing my sketches. Uck, whatever it is, im gonna aim for at least a A2 man.

And yes, i wanna Blackberry Bold if i can like really score a Distinction for Art and get more than B3/higher for the rest or something. Getting to know that _________ got an Air Macbook really made me depressed. HAH. Got photoshop somemore. Wah piang. Okay, envy was starting to flow in. Sorry eh ___! Hhahah! Yknow who you are babe. Belikan eh satu hari. Chey like real.

The previous art lesson, i was searching for relevent pictures for my OD. And Miss Lee was like tapping my shoulder and saying 'You must really do well okay this time round'. And it sounded as if she has put really high hopes on me. And i replied her with a slight smile.

BLEGH.

Maybe im just to fcuked up about Art and not the other subjects. I hate school. I wish I was in London now or something. Boohooo.

Can like a real life Alex Turner or Miles Kane or Luke Pritchard or Will Anderson or Julian Casablancas or Thomas Mars or Andrew VanWyngarden like appear infront of my doorstep next morning and like get to Fuhua and in the same class and in art class and like be my all time entertainer for the rest of my life or smething? Okay like all of them are real life but hello?! THEYRE FRIGGIN IN THE OTHER PART OF THIS FRIGGIN PLANET!
Pffts, okay i really need to stop fantasizing.

Chingay practice again tmrw at F1 pit.

BLEAGH.

Oh and thanks for not reading this shitty piece of junk anyway.
Appreciate you hardwork of not reading/ caring about my life eh.
Okay baibai.

you know that i can use somebodaayyeeeee.

2010-01-16T22:12:00.003+08:00

grrrrr. rodiyan asked me out tmrw to go take pictaaaares at lakeside while he skates. lol lol.
and im hoping i can go tmrw. cause myb he'll bring his camera along. snappy snappy.

just came back home from chingay practice again.

kay whatever, this blog has been like, dead. super deadddd.

so this post is like so called the first post for 2010. see, told you its dead.

anyway, lots and lots of things happened since i last updated gooeygobstoppers. lol.

yes yes, im not in the same class with the rest of the usuals. so im the odd one out. sheeeeesh.

i wanna hunkaye hunkaye bf lah douchebag.

blegh. life's a bore for me lately, its like i have no life anymore.
wake up in the morning, bathe, eat breakfast(mum cooks it everyday for me ^^), go to school, come home from school, homework, tellie, sleep and this daily routine will repeat everyday. see, how goddamn stoopid is that. blah.

i want lotsa money and just go shopping with the usual's girlssss baybeh.

oh anyway, ysterday me, nurul, dayana and sam went bra-shopping and yes dayana could like spend her dad's card on the things she want. blegh.

anywho, ill be taking O level art this year and anybody whos taking theme number, wait was it four or five? ugh whatever, yah yah im taking the knots theme. lol. what bad english. gah.

blegh, no one reads my blog anyway, so i think its better off dead.

hmph.

restless.

2009-12-31T11:21:00.004+08:00

Theres tons and tons of things going on my mind right now.
Im just a sore bummer here, typing this out. Gahhhh.
Anyway, its the last day of 2009. No, im to lazy to type down my freakin' resolutions for 2010.
Whatever it is, ive created Tumblr, hah! Righttttttt. Still a noob there. Its so plain and sucky and shitty and blahblahblah.

There you go, CLICK ME DOOFUS.

Anywho, i miss Imahcizettimoji.
We rarely like meet each other. And the last time we met was on my bday. What a bummer. Ptttttttts. Anywho, ill update this blog if im in the mood.

Had chingay practice yesterday and god, my whole body is aching right now. Having practice again today. Bleah. Im so shagggggggggged up right now.

Ah, kay bye.

tonight there'll be some luvvvvvv.

2009-12-22T00:05:00.004+08:00

Source(Jak and Jil )

Chanel baybeh. I lioke, i lioke.
Currently at Yishun, over at my aunt's house. Oh, cant wait for tmrw's sentosa outing.
And, i dont effing know what to effing wear. Gahhhhhhh. Anywho, i kinda miss The Usuals. And cant wait for this Wed's training. Oh, and my phone's currently dead. Yahyah, i was super clumsy, and blahblahblah, ended up with water in it and had to use Abang Didil's hair dryer to dry it up, hah, without him even knowing, cause aparrently, he'll kill me. Oh well. After blowing it up, it still went bonkers and had to use my cousin's spare cybershot phone.

Gah, useless much.
Okay bye i wanna eat my tom yam yum ym um yum yum.

Me plus you!

2009-12-17T16:25:00.010+08:00

MEET THE ANOREXIC BITCH, aka. FUCKFACE. AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.

Now, did i told you i wanted a boyf just like Justin Bieber?

Yes yes, hes the one who sang one time and one last lonely girl.. Cute isnt it?
As what i heard on The Ellen Degeneres show, Jutin Timberlake and Usher fought for him and in the end, Justin went to Usher instead. And he was also discovered on YouTube. Lucky kid. Young fame baybeh, young fame.

River breaklightz.

2009-12-17T15:57:00.004+08:00

Currently in love with Kid Cudi's Pursuit Of Happiness, ft.MGMT ratatat. Gah, and i used to say rnb and rap and whatever shit it falls into, was crap. But this one has a twist of Julian casablanca's lastest album, phrazes for the young, cause obviously MGMT was featured baybeh. IF not, i wouldne think i would be listening to it. Oh, click for the links to youtube, btw.

I have been fooling myself around with daddy's laptop and snap! merepekunderscorejubo siak prangai. HAHA, where on earth did i got that shit ah? Oh oh, when i woke up this morning, i made sambal belacan for the family here in amk cause dad cooked sup kambing so, they just taste splendid together. Told ya i was a good daughter.

So, anway, ive been thinking of my new year resolution for 2010. Duhh. And i was just wondering if these were to like go down the drain again. Gahhh. Nevermind.

Ewww, i sound like a dumbo in this post. Sheesh.
I feel like playing my uncle's yukelele nowwwwww. Oh, i cheered up myself ysterday by downloading more songs into my Mp4. MUAHAHAHA, whats 4gigs for?

Oh, talking about gigs as in (gigabite, whatever) i wanted to go to Major 5th's gig(as in performances, stop it eh) today. Blegh. Cause i never got the chance to watch them perform, yah, except for the vid recording and vid calling performances -.- So super sorry aye :( Im sad myself.

Okay, bye, i wanna drown myself now inside the bag of beanzzzzzz. I mean, the big fluffy beanbag in the living room, doofus.

i fell in love with roller coasters.

2009-12-15T22:14:00.005+08:00

Pooof! I love cherries on my ice cream. (Wait, that kind of sounds wrong, doesnt it?)
Back from vacation (NOT) like last 2 days ago. And i pretty much think that this bloggie is dead, Seriously, with a capital S. Anyway, where did i go for my winter vacation (right....)

So here's a brief summary throughout all the 3 days:
Genting > KL(masjid india) > Putrajaya > KLCC > Home Sweet Home.

The saddist thing is, no shopping, AT ALL!
IWANTEDTOJUMPOFTHEEFFINGTWWINTOWERANDDIECAUSEWECANTSHOP!
Bleagh, and there goes my dream shoe. What the..........

But, i got to ride the fucking cockscrew (its an effing rollercoaster in genting btw, in case you bumbo's dont know) and the fucking spiderman! (its also another rollercoaster ride btw. hah!) AND I WANT MORE OI. Cause all my intentines and internal organs wanted to burst out from my effing throat! Whoaaaaaaaa, seriously, should go. I was really freaked out at first and when it all ended, my legs felt like jelly. Oh, and the suspended merry go round is a must! I was litterally suspended in the air, and spinning in circles in really high speed. And i was really petrified if i were to be thrown off from my seat. Fooooooh, other than than, we didnt get on the other rides cause it was so effing packed. Sapa mau layan? OH, anyway, while i was in genting, i was in the clouds. Oooooh, i felt like i was in heaven, kay fake. And all we favoured for,over there was a good hot sip of hot mocha/latte from the chio Starbucks store there.
Cant wait to there again next year!

Had a slight fever last night, am still having flu, driving me bonkers!
Am sipping on homemade hot chocolate and hoping that ill get better my tmrw.

Which means, ill have to wake up at 7 in the morning and go to back home to Jurong (cause obviously, having usual sleepover at uncle photographer's house over at ang mo kio) then, ill pack my stuff for another 5-6 more days at amk, and off the school with Anis for tarian, and go back to my aunt's over at yishun. Pffts...

Someone, please make my day by tagging okay?
Ya ya, i know im not fucking active at fb or tagged or whichever shit there is online, i was just too lazy and sick and tired that all the stupid doofuses would copy all the things i do. Ugh.

Anyway, songs has been changed. And youll just be lucky to groove up to some electro pop aye.
Take good care of yoursleves okay? And i miss The Usuals :(
And i hope mum is okay in egypt :( Cause i miss her and totally cried non-stop when waved at her behind the glass while she left for her flight. And 15 mins later, i noticed that the tissue i hold was soaked. Gahhhh.

Cut and cut it's brains out

2009-12-08T17:38:00.006+08:00

I spotted The Usuals under the standard cocktail section of the menu when i ordered for my all time favourite Hot Choc at Marriot Hotel last Saturday. Quite rad, isnt it? At last i got to munch on the sliced chocolate pistachio-filled biscuit. Heavenly. Gahhhhhh.

The one ive been waiting for. Spotted these Fred Perry Dittons Shoe or more of what i call shinayy flatzzz oxxyfords(!) while walking to Marriot. Shall get it by next month aye? By then, i shall get a few hundred bucks and shop at Fred Perry all day long *sniggers. Cost 209 bucks baybeh. Oh, and the fedora toooooooo!

Pffts, that reminds me. I have to get Farhan a Ben Sherman tee.
In exchange, he'll get me a Fred Perry! Nyahahahah!

Anyway, woke up at 1 in the afternoon just now, and cooked straightaway. And so, i cooked sup daging!
Sodap sodap sodap. Anyway, the whole family will be leaving sunny singapore on friday. Me, matin and dad will be going to Gruesome Genting while Mum goes to Spectacular Egypt!!!!! And the best part it, shes going for 2 weeks! Gahhh ): And i bet im gonna cry when i send her to the airport.
I mean, who doesnt? I love my mum okay :>

Planning for a sleepover next Monday with the one and only bestfriend, peah.
Then we'll have photoshoots again, and laugh till we fall asleep side by side. Huahuahua.
Oooo, cant wait for Sentosa outing on the 22 december with sweetheart firdayana! and others, obviously.

2009-12-08T01:20:00.001+08:00

Okay, i shall tuck myself under the blanky now.
Nanight, will.

I simply just stared to the moon and cried.

2009-12-08T00:46:00.002+08:00

Gasp* its twelve forty nine now and im still not asleep.
So, blame youtube.

We can fight off the science.

2009-12-07T17:45:00.011+08:00

Agy. Agy. Agy. You have to love agy.

Honestly, kinda miss these bunch of humans. Espacially this one up here. Its been a long time since we had hangouts and do stuffs together. Went out to orchard yesterday and the day before, which was on Saturday, so we ended practice early, me and peah went to meet Barney at work. And so, we went to coffee bean, ion orchard as a favour for him and got 20% discount for our frappe!

And holy shark fins, he's ridiculously cute lah at work.
And i thought we would be lost, finding coffee bean. Oh boy we spend only 5mins plus till we spotted it. Anyway, he wore this fake glittery, shimmery hot red cotton filled reindeer horns. HAHA! Too bad we didnt take a picay together. And i was turned off cause he had to extend his working time till 9.30. Gahhh! So went home a lil bit early due to my cramps.

Nah, dont really feel like updating much of what happened during the weekend.
Cheerio, do tag okay doofus?

Kruuu kruuuu!

2009-12-05T11:28:00.011+08:00

Obviously, I fancy owls.
Theyre the sex man.
Kruuuuuuuu kruuuuuuu~

Owl Ringzzzzz from F21. Hoohaa.
And oh boy i just wish to get any one of these owl printed totes/messenger bags, down here.

BLEGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Just a few months ago i told some of my friends that i wanted an owl as a pet.
That will be awesome, just super awesome.
Ack, dream on.

Lazy eye, lazy bums.

2009-12-04T20:59:00.004+08:00

Dakota Fanning,
Pretty isnt she? And NO, im not a big fan of the whatever twilight saga thingy you call New Moon. Hahah, everyone's like super engrossed and crazy over it. Everyone's making a biggie about it. Retards.

Anyway.................
See, both Farhans look alike, dont they? Nyehehehehehehhe. I totally gave the oh.my.god reaction once i saw farhan's new profile pic on friendster. HAHAHA. Nurul must be darn happy to have a boyfriend who looks like Farhan Shah :/ Why am i even blogging about him? Pffts.

So, i cooked dinner for 3 straight nights including tonight. Huahua, see, im a well trained wife for my future husband. HAHA, well, i find the name 'husband' kind of like, disgusting. Dont get me wrong, im not saying husbands are digusting, (despite the fact that im gonna have one soon, right), BUT, it just sounds ugly.

She let him upstairs.

2009-12-04T14:49:00.004+08:00

My bangs have grown grown grown.
Ill have to do the laundry now -.-

Devilish grin.

2009-12-04T13:21:00.004+08:00

" It's starting to all make sense. "

Muker steam kan, i know.
Sorry for the lack of entries these few days. Few more weeks to school. Oh gawd.
Anywoots, ive changed my link, and recycled the old skinnie.
And all you doofus better relink me.
p.s: ive got pinkie nailzzz now.

i hope the trip to london next week will go on :(

b.o.r.e.d.a.s.h.e.l.l

2009-11-27T21:42:00.003+08:00

god.im.bored.

spot.the.two.co.lours.on.my.hair!
ive.got.ching.ay.prac.tice.to.mo.r.row.and.bar.be.que.par.ty.with.my.cou.sins.
i.dont.get.to.me.et.alif.and.fri.ends ):
i.know.its.ir.ri.ta.ting.typ.ing.like.this.
BAHHHH!

jag älskar ikea.

2009-11-27T20:27:00.005+08:00

Current song: The Age of the Understatement - TLSP
Today's jimmyjacks: The big white frame on my blue wall.

gambar curik dari anis, as usual :D

Click to enlarge lah mofos. I love this picture like alot alot alot. Tepong there, water there. See that gadget hung on my neck? Booyeay, that's Anis's walkie talkie. I kept saying talkie walkie, i find it much more adorable, wtf? Anyway, Hazwan, as usual, with his long hair. He always have long hair during hols. Jealous much, even my hair is like the same length throughout like what, the whole year? Ah, luqhman seperti biasa, with his machoness. Oh oh, see that big blue pail beside my head in the picture? Ah, thats Sop and Ronny, trying to splash water on our heads. Prangai dutch ah. HAHAH. Anis, cepatin deh upload gambar! Cause i took some shots of them in action. Lagi lagi anis, rabak.

Wooooooooo, im starting to miss the camp.
Bleahhhhhh.

Okay dokay, yesterday, me and my mum had like quality time (righttt) Matin was away with dad over at Ang Mo Kio. Anyway, we seperated at changi and went over to Ikea Alexandra. Intention, to buy a biggie frame. And we got lost, big time. Wanted to buy the bed sheet i wanted, but it was out of stock. Sheeesh. And so, we went to the wall furniture section to search for the frame. Andddddddd, i had a really hard time. Pffts. So the frame was picked, and obviously, it was like the end of it. Searched for the cashier. Failure, ended up walking one big round, carrying a big fat frame which weighed like what, 5kg or so? Paid, and was charged 5 cents for a plastic bag. Cooooolio, go greeeen! (wtfaggot?)

Still wondering what the heck the big frame was?

Well, lookie lookie!

....

.....

Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
See, those four big fat hairy heads are on me wall.
Printed in the UK, bought as esplanade last week.
Now i just have to assemble the big fat frame up the wall and, vualaaaaaa!
Now i can wake up everyday, seeing them. I swear, i had a really hard time picking which poster to buy. And my mum said "takpe, lain kali mama boleh belikan lagi, ade banyak ape".
wooooooooooooooooooooohooo.

Oh oh, my mum cooked black pepper steak with homemade mashed potato with butterbaked broccoli. Um yum yum yum yummmmmm. Delishyoso!
I love my mum :D

viva la camps.

2009-11-25T10:34:00.003+08:00

Current song: Brandy of the Damned - Nickel Eye
Today's jimmyjacks: Ich glaube immer noch, ihn zu lieben

Finally, sec 3 camp plus mlcs camp over!
Hugabaga, i slept like a pig yesterday when i came home from mlcs camp. From 5plus in the evening till 7plus in the morning. Heheheh. I know right. Anywooots, i fucking had fun!

Yesterday marks the day i first played paintball.
AND FOR ROTTEN TOMATOES SAKE, I WANT MORE PAINTBALL!
I had fun, we had fun, everyone had fun! I was teamed with Faruq, Luqh, Hazwan, Alif, Sop. AND BOY, WE SHOOTED THE REST LIKE MAD COWS. I was hit on my fist, well, no one spotted me, not even the martials on the side! So, i wipped the paint splat off. Hehe! Playcheat je. By right, i should walk back to where we started with my hand on my head. Alif was hit on the face! Sop was hit there. Yknow, there. HAHA! Kiko (the main martial) was screaming to everyone "cease fire! cease fire!" kecoh! then we started again, and when he screamed "game on!!!!" We fun like toootheads. In the end, we won! As usual. Chey! Heheheh, okay, im exaggerating. Pffts.

Anyway....
Its the 25th of November, and its Alif's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LODEH! We'll meet this Sat okay? Sayang kau, botak!

Pictures shall be up on facebook. When Anis is over with her 'technical difficulties'.
Okay dokay, i wanna make breakfast now. Imma good girlywirly :D

Terlalu-sejuk-tuesday.

2009-11-17T08:18:00.007+08:00

Current song: Brick by Boring Brick- Paramore (morning remedy, hah!)
Today's jimmyjacks: Boy, what're gonna do with your life?

Guten Morgen Eulen.
Oh well, its Tuesday today. And, its very cold over here. Meeting Anis and Ron later in the evening. Oh, and Naz too. Booyay, at least im occupied today. To be frank, i kinda miss some of you people ): I feel like sipping a cup of hot mocoa. Uhm yum yum yum. Anywoots, im a babysitter for today, well, for yesterday too. No wonder im up so early. Hmmmm.

It was novermber the 16th yesterday. And woooo, it was someone's birthday.
Yeah, that rascal up there. Eheheh, i dont know why the bottle. Anyway, Happy Birthday Matin Hafiyyan! HEH, youre only seven lah dey! *sniggers* Im sorry sweetheart i never like buy anything for you. I know, imma bad sister. Nyeheheheh. Ack, i will lah someday, okay? Dont cry anymore ah you char siew pau :D

Pffts, leaving for overseas camp tmrw. Yikes, idk why but dont feel like leaving. Nehh who'd ever want to miss me anyway? Bende smue belom pack sia doh, kiasu ah nabillah. Dayana gerek, pikir the camp's next week. Nazri paling best, tak tau langsong biler. Hahahahah. satu satu dengs. Tsk tsk.

Kay, i need to do the laundry now, and then make breakfast. See imma good, obedient, respectful, well-manered daughter. (haha, wtf?!)
Okay dokay, ill be back on friday!
Abschied Idioten!

Fill my bathtub with cash so i can have my shower in it :D

2009-11-13T22:32:00.005+08:00

Russell, oh russell. Yok kita minang.
JALANDA.

Weeehooo. Today's the last day of headstart(omg, i typed homestart.HAHA) programme. Huahuahua. Toooooooooo bad deh advanced people. Ah, itu lah, kan cikgu dah pesan nih, asal tak workhard? Kan, kamu murid-murid semua susah! Hancur, musnah, naas, musibah, tragedi!
What the... fine, whatever. Merepek lahhh.

Pffts. Oh oh, recieved a phonecall just now. Mum picked up. And she was like, oh, nabillah? nih siapa nih? Oh, aliffffff!. I was like, omg dah lame si botak tuh tak call rumah aku. Then i took the phone from her, and guess what. Si alif sec 4 lah yang call. Lerrr, i thought it was yknow, alifscreamcorehahahahahahhahaah. Mane dier nak call rumah aku lagi? Pffts :'( Ah, bodoh nye faruq, biseng-biseng macam beruang pat background. Pffts. Ack, then they ask me to turon. Wah, punya lah malas. Tet tet tet, asked Anis and all, in the end i was too lazy to go down for the karaoke thingy. Pffts. Alif punye lah sedeh. HAHAHAHA. Kesian deh lohhhhhh. Tadi Faruq punye lah badmood pat skolah. Hmph.
Menyampah i. Sungguh menyampah. Dengan cekak dier tuh. Ish, menyampah. HAH!

Kay doh, im like superduperduper bored right now..... Pffts.
Oh oh, saw mellymel at Aiman just now when i had lunch-slash-dinner. Huhu, happy sungguh dia. Saw Adyla too. Gosh, i totally forgot what to blog about. Shitto. Hmmmm.

ten minutes later.

OHHH YAHYAHYAH MAAN. YES MAAAN YES. Moneh! moneh! huhuhuhu. Dad gave me ringget(s) just now. Lol, for the overseas camp next week. Fuhh, sungguh tak sabar. Yeah, good thing he actually gave it to me in ringget. Cause i doubt so that i will like not finish it up if he gives it to me in dollar notes. Hmmm. I shall try my very best not to spend that much. Causeee, if i dont spend that much, that means, i can have more ringget. So, if i convert it to dollar, i can have more dollar! More dollar means, more money! Like duhhh. Takkan more dollar, less money, bodoh per. Pffts. Then then, i can go s-h-o-p-p-i-n-g. Walaoweh. Oh, few days back, i opened the zip of my hari raya purse. And i miraculously found 12 bucks in it! Puahhhhchee. Those bucks could have like helped me out when i was struglling with moneh lah last week. Nevermind, that means, ill have more money added up in my purse now. Heaven.

ACK, I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE LAH IDIOT.
I WANT A PAIR OF SHINY OXXY FLATZZZ.
And those two pair of Vans ive been eyeing on too since yestermonth.

Nyeheheheheheheheheh *evil laughter*
Anywoooots, sorry for m.i.a-ing from the cyberworld. The internet just got fxcked up, thats all.
Oh and, phone dah topup yer sayangs. So, msg je lah kalau bosan. Kalau tak kan,
HA-PEH LOH BOLEH TANAM DEH. hmph :'(

Russell Lissak is luvzzzz!

2009-11-08T22:09:00.006+08:00

Oh blaaaaaaady hell.
Superduperduperduperduperduperduperduperduperduperduperduperduperduperduperduper

duperduperdupeduperduperduperduperduperduperduperduperduperduperduperduperduper
B-O-R-E-D.

Time to updato blogo.

See, no one's effing entertaining me, and the stooopid bozo, in case you dont know who im referring to, yes, its Sufyan. In case youre reading this, YES, the bozo is you! Ack, he totally copied and paste part of a conversation with me and him talking about alif! And pasted it on a mass convo with alif and all his other random friends. Alermak, skali ku taplek kang! Stooooopid. Caught red handed sia, kental. Boooyeay, cant wait for tmrw's trip to the museum with the art kidzzz. Art people are kewlpeoplez. Then again, yesterday was fun. Chingay practice, came late. Ugh, embarassing.

OooOOooOOoOOoO, this holiday's gonna be kewlioshittttttttttto.
Sec 3 overseas camp, homestay. Kewlshit or whuut? Ah, abes, nanti aku kene gigit nyamok, sane sini, tidur malam pat kampong. Pffts. Get ready the insect repellant oi. MLCS camp at schoool. Pinball (or is it paintball? i still dont get which is which). I think i havea phobia of balls -.- Anyway, dance and movement, by Cikgu Ariffffffff! Yay yay y-a-y. Bbq at night somemore. Whoa. Oh, i heared mum saying that i can go out on weekends if i wish to. I mean, apart from Sat trianings for chingay, i can go out on a yipidooooo sunday. No more choresssssssssssssssssssssssss! Kay whatever, but still. As a daughter in this house, i should clean the house and keep it clean. What the fuck am i talking about?!

Ive realised, i havent been taking pictures lately.
Yikes, i need at cam soon.
AND IM EFFING BROKE NOW.
I know this crap is boring, oh well,
I dont know lah darlinggggg.

the phoenix boys are the puffers.

2009-11-05T20:49:00.005+08:00

Fucking broke broke broke broke brokeeeeeeee.

Ugh, i hate this feeling of regret for spending all my bucks away.

Anyway, i had to pick matin up at jurong.pri(which is directly in front of my house) today.

Obviously, i hate picking him up cause ill get squashed under all the kanchiong parents. Eww.
Well, on a brighter note, some hottie was there, and he had his hoods on! On this very rainy day.
How cute. And eventually, i caught him moving backwards to look at me. He must be intrested.
What the heck im i talking about?

Yes, i know. I wanna boyfriend too.

Ack, i kept thinking about my cousin's reaction when she finds out i have NO boyfriend.

And it took her at least 3 times to repeat her question. Fine, stop it. See, i made myself blabber about shitty things that i know, I WONT GET. Like an effing pair of oxfords flatzzz. OoOoOO.

*kneels to the ground, tugs on dad's shoulder*
i want moneh monehmoneh moneh moneh moneh moneh.
ii pwomish thaat ii will bie a gooood girl.
HAH, not working dumbass.

So... today's the 4..5. Yes! 5th day of headstart programme, and already, i feel like a poophead in class. Sheesh. Smuggled cheeezels to class just now. HAHAH. I shall stay away from junkzfoodz.

Right. Pffts, im really scared for my N'level art right now. I really dont know what im gonna do, but all i can say is that, my research is pointless.

Tiada arah tujuan.

HAHA.

Oh, came across some lower sec pupil's blog, from fuhua sec, to be exact,

AND SHIT, THEY FUCKING SUCK MACARONI AND CHEESE MAN.
Not to like bitch or anything about them, but they do, you know. I mean like, hello?! Youre fourteen, please act like youre fourteen and not four.
I hope one of you shitheads will read this post. And like spread the word like you ppl always do.
Imma meanie, i know, its kinda obvious.

Anywho, Flag Day- This Saturday - Choa Chu Kang MRT.

ULTIMATE PLAN: WE GO SHOP AT COTTON ON.
Muahahahahahahahahah, for that, i shall ask for monehmonehmoneh :D

Im a desporado for changes in this shitass blog. Tsk.
Oh, anyway, im gonna use this sized font from now on.
Cause we're not ratssssssszz!

Do you want to be a cowboy? Running through a distance?

2009-10-31T12:10:00.004+08:00

Current song: Rhodondendrons- Bloc Party (crikeyshit)
Today's quote: Me love me boxed wintermelon tea and sugercane drinks.

I was so effing bored, and i webcammed meself, and edited it with lameshit smileys -.-
Yes yes yes, thats the topshop jackz and bangz. i love spelling out shortforms.
It makes me laugh like an evil villian
O.O

Anywhooo, everyone's making a biggie out at their blogzzz and saying that hoohaa, school's over and stuff. Well, it is. But im still busy with stuff, im scared if i dont even have time to hangout ): Anyway, i just got homw from practice at P.A over at kallang. Phew, and no one's at home. Oh, met Jylia, Hazwan, Syazali and his brother Shafiee. Then came along Sop and Faruq, then we went to Bugis because we were quite early for practice. Then met their friend, Rahimah, emma for short. Lol. Then i bought banglezzzzzz. For Anis tooo, cause the orange colour was superniceeeee and i thought that maybe she would want it. See, imma good friend :D

We were darn nervous ahhhhhh. Pffts, got there, changed. Practiced. Funshit the moves. Huhuu, cant wait for Chingay! Anywooots, it was raining heavily at Kallang. But on the brighter note, me and anis wore our paired/matching cotton on slippers :D huhuuuuu. Ate for awhile with them and headed home. As usual, effing banglas crowded the cabins. Kaninabuuuuuu. Oh, Epul wished me happy belated birthday to me just now druing warm up. And i was surprised that he actually knew. Lol, talking about epul, anis must be happy, kankankan????! Phewww.

There's still school on monday. Shitto, cause nurul couldnt get the green cotton on slippzz for me just now when she was shopping -.- no size. wtf, i know lah my feet like gajah. nabeishit. As i was saying, on monday still got schooool. Pffts, headstart programme to be exact. I CANT WAIT FOR SEC 3 CAMP AHHHHHHH.

To Nurul and Naz and Firdayana,
Be more hardworking aye?? Take the headstart programme seriously as it will really help you guys for next year. And goodygood luck for your retest shit or whatever you call it.

To Anis and Farhan and Myself,
YESSSSAH, ONLY 2 WEEK OF SCHOOOOLSHIT AND WE CAN SPEND OUR HOLZZZZZZZZSS.

What a meanie right, i know :D
Its not our fault we passed. Huuuuuhuuuuhaaaahaaa.

Oh, im gonna miss you guys like alot this holzzz even when we still do meet.
And i cant wait for the sec three outing to escape. Ronny belanja hor!

Cheerio all effing halloweensters :D

Indeed, a scumbag.

2009-10-28T23:30:00.009+08:00

Current song:Hunting for Witches - Bloc Party (Makes me go ooolalah)
Today's Quote: Naughty G sells like cola and green tea??!

So, im typing this post, for after so long.
No wonder, nobody bothers to tag. Well, who cares anymore right?
Maybe some of you people ah, maybeeeee.

Update: 15th Birthday dohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

(my eyeballs went kukuketuuh in the picture. tsk tsk)

So, 24 of October falls on last Saturday. Hehe, 15 already liao. Met Imah at Jurong PLC, and she handed me my present. Weeehooo. Then we went downstairs to accompany her eat with her mum, dad, uncle and aunt. (lol lol lol) Hahha, and i ordered for a lycheee drink. God damnit, the lychee so small sia. Pffts, so, anyway, we went over to City Hall. Opened my present, and i got banglessss from imah! I lioke.Walk walk walk, met Alif, ALIF BOTAK SIAAAAAAA. WTH?! Ah, then we were effing desporado for Frappe, so we went to Marina Square's macafe to buy cheap frappe (instead of coffee bean/starbucks) HAHA.

(i look fucking ugleh, nahhh who cares? shall evaporate those fats these hols :D )

Then came along Sufyan, Ilham and another Alif. IMAH LAUGHED LIKE TOOT WHEN I MADE UP SOME JOKE ABOUT _______ boyfriend. HAHAHA, and how lame activities they would do when they go to Johor. Cant help it, but to like clap everytime i laugh. Idiot ah Ilham, go mimic me. So, we roamed around MS and me and imah got seperated easily from them. Pffts. Hanged around, and they ciggie ciggie. Then came along the fatty. HAHAAHAH. Dah lamer sia tak jumpe, omg omg omg. I meant Barney. HAHAH. Happy that he got to meet me. Huahua.

ANYWAY, he was like:
'Dah ah, yok kiter gi carik present kau"
"AHHH? APE KAU CAKAP?"
"Carik present kau pat MS"
"Present ape siaaaa? (surprised)"
"Apape kau nak ah, birthday present kau."
"Budget kau brape????!"
"Ah, tuh kau jangan tnye, kau ambik jer ape kau nak, aku bayar. Birthday kau per. Aku kan dah kaya."

APE LAGI, MASOK TOPSHOP AH.
In the end, i bought a leather jacket!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Effing expensive ah, it cost 149 bucks. And Barney paid for it. Oh, and the $39 bangle. Oh gosh, happy aku. I mean, who wouldnt if someone were to buy for you a black leathered $149 jacket from Topshop man? Superduperhappy. Weeehooo. I became a member -.- Then again, Ilham showed the rock sign when i was at the counter -___- Well, was hoping for a pair of Freds, but they got no money to go watch movie, so we didnt end up at Cathay Orchard, where apparently, i could get Freds. Ack! After that, came along Jimmy and his friend. And we roamed around again till we finally sat at Esplanade.

"Eh, Jimmy eh? Oh, Hello hello! *waves and smiles*"
"Ah, Nih Jimmy *smiles* HAPPY BITHDAY NABILLAH! *shakes my hand*"

I think Jimmy's a kind guy. lol lol lol. Despite the past stuff that happened ah.

So, had to go cause my Dad picked me up for a 'surprise'. So we went to Yishun, over at my aunt's house and had a birthday partay for me. Huahuaaaa. So, dad gave me an MP4, and my aunt and uncle gave me monehhhhhhhhhh. Whoa, happy shit. But it didnt last long cause i went shopping at Cotton On yesterday and spent $40. HAHAHAH :DDDD Bought mathy slippers for me and Anis. How kind of me *smile widely*

Anyway, i passed my examinations, came fifth in class doh. Happy happy.
Oh, had tarian just now, and errrr, yay! Jumpe Cikgu Ariff! Dah lame sia tak jumpe. I think he needs a haircut. Hmmm. Anyway, he drank the Naughty G beverage and i tasted the Green Tea one. Wth? Super ewww lah. Its like green tea + red bull. Seriously. Cant wait for sec 3 camp. *exclamation* We're totally gonna take lotsa pictures there. Cause Anis is bringing her Nikon. Huhuhuuuuuu. Errr, Chingay! Practice for next year's parade is next week. Im in! I guess ah. Shall go shopping soon, again. Duit tinggal siket sia, bustardddd. I wanna shop shop shop! Have you guys like watch Kumar the drag queen before? GO watch on youtube. Caution: Its kinda dirtay.

Repeated this for more than 3 times. Zhank you much'e Nurulsweeetheart for the link! HAHA :D

No school for today and tmrw. HBL shit ah. Lol lol. I woke up late, dont even bother to do ah. Malas.
Okaydokay, cheerio paprika mustards :D

15 to fifteen.

2009-10-23T23:45:00.002+08:00

15 minutes to go.
And, yay, happy fifteen aye.

Hoping that tmrw will be a blast.
I still want my Freds ):

Im at Ang Mo Kio right now, sleepover at Uncle Photographer's house for tonight. My msn was really buzzzzzy, and he was like 'waaaaah, banyak peminat ah'. Hhahaahhaha, banyak lah sangat! Going to JB in a few hours time. I know righttttt. Lol, then i get back, tido jap, beh jumpe lah dengan imahcizettimoji-sayangku. Lol, we talked otp just now and i snorted, infront of my cousin, and my uncle. Righttttttttttt.

Kay kay, cheerioooooo.
I wanna gp play pool with si kening tak cukup.
Bilik enampuluhtujuh ah doh!

No, you cant call me her name.

2009-10-20T20:50:00.006+08:00

Current Song:Pretty Visitors - Arctic Monkeys (Humbug, yeah)
Today's Quote: Chicken out, all you fucking dickheads.

Hmph. Alexa gets access to her boyfriend's performances.
What a happy life she has. Hah!

Dont even ask me about my Art just now. I screwed up, big time.
Was fucking desporado for white paint. Secretly took white paint in the Art class 5 mins before the paper starts, with a little help from Anis. Man, she squeezed alot. So yeah, i was happily painting my fucking horrible piece of Art, aaaaaaaaaaand, just when the paint is starting to dry up. I noticed something. IT WAS FUCKING POSTER PAINT LAH, NOT ACRYLIC. Whoaaaa, fed up siaaaaaaaaaaaa. And only god knows how much i fucking hate poster paint.

I dont know, i really dont know.
I hope i get high grades for Art laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. I didnt sleep last night, i was struggling to finish up my process dairy. At least the watercolouring cheered me up a bit. Bathed for school at 6. Went out of the house very early today, well, duhh, cause i havent got any sleep! Planned to topup my prepaid, but ended up buying Starbucks Frappe otw to school. After art, had to do some fucking survey in the hall. Cb sia, it totally wasted 1hour plus of my time. Wah, after the survey, must do the maths booklet somemore. Why pick me? Effing egg tart.

So, exams are officially over, for the non A-maths students. Which includes me :D

ThunderFarhan and Nurulstarkey, do well aye? Smart ass. Oh, yeah, and everyone's like 'Yesaaah!!! Exams are over' or like 'Yeahhh! No more exams!" (wait, arent they the same?) Anyway, im not in that mood now. Ending all these exams sorrow by handing up my fucking art piece just now, just cant stop myself by thinking about it ah.
Ugh, maybe i shall do some Yoga to relax myself of smething. HAH!

Or or, do some line dancing.
HAHAHAH.

My blog looks like trash now, ya dont have to tell me that.
Im craving for another cocktail mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
Okay, i shall go play games at facebook now :D
Oh, and sorry for all the vulgar language in this post.

suspicious wit

2009-10-18T13:15:00.007+08:00

Current song: Weekend wars - MGMT (on repeat)
Today's quote: Kaaaaachinga! Andrew explains it all.

When will i ever get to meet Miles?
Wait, when will i ever get a boyfriend like Miles?

Well, everyone's busy with their boy/girlfriends nowadays. Being left out is one heck of a toot for me laaaaaaa. Im dissapointed, so terribly dissapointed in myself lately. I havent been doing the important things i need to do. A very obvious example, my endofyear art. Pfffts. 2 more days to countdown, but still, only 2 paintings done. I still havent pull all the strings together for the final art piece. Im so dissapointed. Very. I really dont have the mood to finish up my Art. But at the same time, i wanna get at least a B for art. Target: A1.

So anyway, all papers are done, accept for Art. Its really really sending me to despair. Pffts. After Physics last Friday, the usuals went to eat Ayam Masak Lemak Chilli Padi at the canteen. As if we're having recess, padahal, dah boleh balik. Favourite dok. Kay, so Nazri gave us the Ali and Johnny joke. I got the Johnny joke first! Then Anis got the Ali joke. Yay, i seriously love the usuals. Semua dah blurrrr maha blurr.

So, reached home at around 9.45am. Went to sleeeeeeeeeeep. Woke up, checked my phone, got miss call from Ilham. Called him back, and he asked me to turon City Hall. Wth? Sooooooo, i got ready and trianed to City Hall. To my surprise, Alif wasnt there ): I mean, the other Alif was there ah, with Awal and Ali's son. HAHA. Thanks Ilham for the meal at Burger Kinggggg! Wait, was it Ilham or Awal? Hmph. Anyway, i ate the burger already. Puas hati liao. Oh oh, i told them the Ali and Johnny joke. HAHAHAH, SEMUA BLURR MAHA BLURRRR!!!!! Suker aku. Huaaahuaaa.

BLEAGH.

I think i gtg. Eh eh, Alif, aku rindu kau ah ):

Rinduuuuuuuu oi!

2009-10-13T16:13:00.004+08:00

Currently at Dayana's house at Jurong now.
Everyone's like in the kitchen. NazriMonyet is cooking ayam masak merah or something like that. Hope its yummmmmay! Lol, mendak ah doh ): Eh, dah lamer eh tak main pool ngan Sufyan. Rinduuuu ahhhh dohhh!

Kay, proper update tmrw or whenever.
Exams exams exams, MY ASS. Very the difficult loh.
Hmph, darn bored. Why must ThunderFarhan and NurulStarkey leave this house so early just now?
Pffffffffffffffffffffffffts. Lol lol. Im so hungry. Dayana just left this room, and head towards the kitchen and said,
"WHOAAAAAAAA, BAU MACAM ASAM PEDAS AHHHH!"
-.-

Hahahah, kay, idk what time im going home, but sooon aye. I got my watercolour paper Dayana bought for me the other day. And theeeeeeeeen, i can go watercolour-ing at home later ^.^
Ohhh, Terima Kasih Dayana for the paper.
And, finish my PD soon.

Dad ajak me to JB this Friday midnight to like go eat there. Makan angin lah kan. Lol, then, PD nak letak mana doh?! Hmph, shall think about it ah. Feel like going out on Sunday. Cause Monday's a holiday! Can have the chance to gain more time for my PD. Deepavali lah kan. OMG, last 3 years, i think. My birthday fell on DEEPAVALI! What the pleah? Then the following year, it falls on Hari Raya.
Wait, was it last 3 or 2 years???????!
AHHHHHHHHHHH.

I dont care.
I still wanna own a cyan coloured parrot ):

Stumble across something, very dark.

2009-10-07T16:38:00.005+08:00

As i told NurulStarkey, this crikey song was my '2008 Favourite Song' lol lol.
Anywho, GO WATCH THIS VID LAH BODOH. Dont miss 5:03. Awesomenesssssss.
Matt Bellamy is a sexgod man. Totally psychedelic. I love it when he talks. Out of the ordinary, a catastrophe!Phew. Dominic so cute cute cute. No wonder i dont regret calling my cactus's name after his.
Hmph, i wish he was my boyfriend ):

Just got home a few ~~minutes~~hours ago.
Vacuumed (yay, i spelled this correct for the first time ever) the house just now, cause it was so dusty, not. Nah, just feel like sucking all the dust in. PFFTS, no lah, i was forced and nagged at, by me mum. Cause i wore my school shoes at home before going to school, so it was dusty and sandy. AND I HAD TO VACUUM IT. What do you expect? Im so lazy okay to wear my shoes outside. Pffts.

Im munching on Blueberry waffle and slurping Chocolate Ice Blended, bubble tea :D
Perangai primary 6 sia beli waffle kat kedai roti lepas skolah.
LAPAR DOK, LAPARRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
Pffts, i was actually confuse to either buy peanutbutter or blueberry. Hmmm.

ANYWAY, THIS MORNING AH, LIKE TOOTHEAD SIA THAT BUS DRIVER.
Well, memang toothead pon.
So, i boarded the bus to school, lol, pemalas, stakat 2 busstop jer.
AHHH, THEN, i use duit tambang ah, (hehe, i used up all the topup money on some stuff ah)
I go drop all the duit sen inside the metal shit ah.
THEN HE ASKED FOR MY EZ-LINK CARD. MUAHCHEEKACANG BETOL.
I had to unzip my bag pocket, to search for my purse, and open my purse, and take out my ezlink card/ic which was inside the transparent protector whatever you call it, then i had to take out my ezlink and had to show him, THEN HE PRESS THE BUTTON. WAHPIANG. WHY CANT HE JUST PRESS THE BUTTON WHEN I INSERTED THE COINS IN THE THE METAL SHIT AND MAKE MY COINS GO TO COINLAND TO MEET OTHER COINS??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MEAN LIKE, HELLO?! CANT YOU SEE ME WEARING A SCHOOL UNIFORM?! AND GOING TO SCHOOOOL?!
I mean, if he thinks imma adult, then tell me who would want to wear a random school uniform just to pay 55cents?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its obvious that im a student kan, JUST PRESS THE EFFING BUTTON CAN WHAT.

Pfffffffffffffffffffffts.
Fine, ill go watch youtube now that sufyan FORCES ME TO WATCH -.-

Give in, even if youre not sorry.

2009-10-06T18:24:00.010+08:00

I feel like sitting down on grass over at Chinese Garden and having photoshoots again, and do all my art there. Its been a long time since i get that close to nature aye. Oh well.

HAHAH, remember this? Click to enlarge lah samdol! I miss being in the papers. hah!

And so i went to my multiply and looked through all the Camp Obor pictures. Haha, i know, this was the picture i snapped exactly at the same time when Mr.Photographer(Cik Nazri or smething, i forgot his name) took ours! Cool or what.

Bleagh, im just so depressed. And still dissapointed at the dugong for not letting me meet Harrison last Saturday. Rightttt, both pictures are taken from Harrison. I still do miss my Lennon.
So, here it goes:

R.I.P Lennon Canon.
14th September 2009.
I will never ever ever get to meet him and his 300mm lenses, anymore. Never ever.
): ): ): ): ): supersad.

On the brighter side of lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,
Julian Casablancas is my new boyfriend nowowowowowow.
I CANT WAIT FOR PHRAZES FOR THE YOUNG, so honoured that an album will be dedicated to small kids like meeeeeeeee. Hehehheheh.

Remember that: Drunkenness is Cowardice, Sobriety is Loneliness

Ugh,quick update:
Went over to Dayana's house over at Jurong, together with ThunderFarhan, NurulStarkey, Syidiq and NazriMonyet who came later with Firman. Well well, The Usuals, except for Anis. Went to Jurong point, to go check out the Humbug album (YAY!) and bought Art stuff for the third time! Bought the number 4 flat brush that cost almost 4 dollars! So small yet to expensive for a brush! Pffffts. Oh, and the chinese calligraphy ink brush for some of my art assignment. WHICH REMINDS ME, ILL HAVE TO HAND IN ALL ART ASSINGMENT TMRW.

Aye firefly, your name is lucy and you have a left kaleidoscope eye.
I love rhyming with ThunderFarhan!

Oh, matin plucked out one of his tooth yesterday night.
HAHAH, BOGGEH.

And ive been wonderingggggggggg,

When will i ever get to meet this hippie??????????????

Oh, Sufyan, i miss playing pool with you lahhhhhh idiot. Even when i always lose. But still,
You and your shitty Mafia Wars, where got time for me????? HHAHA. Kay, asbestos flaygon ah doh.

Heh, okaydeh, i wanna start on me process dairy for me art aye.
Cheerio all you little riots.

Try your best, not to irritate me. Please ):

2009-10-05T19:51:00.003+08:00

Meet Alif. When i say Alif, you say aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
WHOA, i just realised that Kaiser Chiefs signed on that guitar i remembered him saying his cousin or whoever got it from mteevee. KAISER CHIEFS MAN, KAISER CHEIFS. Bleah, if onlyyy...... Kay, cut the craaap. Huahua. He sent me a remix he made out of Wondergirls' Nobody. Cute kepaa. Rock pulak tuh. Anyway, i know how you feel bout things, and just try to keep it all in okay? Oh, AKU RINDU KAUUUUUUUU LAAAAAAAAAAAAAA KENTAL. Pffts, set eh, next time aku datang rumah kau, we make album okay, with your microphone :D

Went to Anis's house to eventually do Art, but in the end, we got glued to our own lappy. So, that means, webcam-ing, facebook-ing, tagged-ing, plurk-ing and blahblahblahh lah!. Webcam-ed with Dayana, Syidiq, ThunderFarhan and NurulStarkey over at Dayana's crib. Huahuaa, i swear, they are really really cute people. OH! POOOOOF, there goes my quality art time. Bozo me. Nurul's done with some of her observation studies. ME?! Nothanggg at all. What the fag. Okay, i want go bathe, eat, and zaaaaaaaap, teros buat Art ku. Idk why im so relaxed about EOY, i should be so kanchong like as if im running away from a massive landslide or or, a tsunami, or a fire in the house lah. Yet, i used up my blaaaady art preparation time/revision time on the lappy. Pffts ): I SHALL KICK THIS BAD HABIT OFF *fingers cross* oh, and after EOY, i can have day-outs all i wantttttttttt! Like real. I want go take pictures with me partner, Rodiyan lah. Pffts. Pffts. Pffts.

Kiter dah boleh siapkan cangkul besar untuk menanam telepon bimbit kiter pasal tak ade orang sms kiter ah ):

Holy tulips!

2009-10-04T17:56:00.004+08:00

Stooopid Sufyan! Pffts, i totally waited like 15 mins for the billiard game to load, and pooooof! He went offline!!!! Dah semangat aku masok bilik 149 (lol, bilik kepaaa). And HES NOT THERE. That idiot totally wasted my time laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, oh, and my patience. Dah tau my internet lag shit. Pfffts. AND IN THE END, ONE ARABIAN DUMBASS(he litterally spelled his name in arabic font lah) INVITED ME TO A GAME, REPEATEDLY. And i was like doooomed lah, i was like 'oh noooooooooooo, i dont want to play pool with you stooopid arabian guy lah, i want to play pool with sufyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan ): !'

I HOPE HE READS THIS AND REGRET FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE.
Nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, im not a meanie :D
Hahahahahahahahahahhahahaahahahahahahahhhhhhh!

I was so pissed at my mum this evening. So heres how the story goes, we planned and my mum said that i will teach Matin english while she bathes, then, after settling with his homework, ill go to bathe. So i got ready and when i wanted to blow dry my hair, shes already nagging at me lah! LIKE, HELLO. I WAS TEACHING MATIN! And that gained her more time to get ready and me lesser time to get ready kan?! And in the end, i had to rush. Pffts. Not only that, we went to the nearby POSB bank behind Jurongville Sec and she needs to draw 200 bucks. Then, in the end, she had less than that. Then she asked me : Harituh kau draw duit brape?
And i answered: 70bucks lahhh. Kan harituh adik dah ambik receipt untok duit topup, kan ade balance dier. Tapi that is before adik draw 50 dollar. Then she asked: Beh asal duit tinggal nih jer? Mane 90 dollar yang lain? Asal kau tk ambik receipt lepas kau draw 5o dollar?
I was shocked lah, i said where the toot i know?! I was really truthful lah, i didnt take her money. AND, she suspects me of taking her money from her bank. What the pleahhhhhhhhhhhhh. I mean, as proof, she could just take the amount of the topup receipt and minus 50bucks kan. To see if no money is loss. PFFFFTS.

Pffts, on a brighter note, im sucha happy girl, cause i get to buy my Art stuff today over at Jurong Point's popular. And guess what?! I blaaady bought Water Colour paint :D Happy kid liao, HAPPY KID. Spent a total of 18bucks. The number zero brush is still sending me to despair lah. A small brush for almost 3bucks. The smallest brush, mind you. Pffts. Kay lol, i knew that since i was born. But still! Tsk, quality, quality.

I know my artwork sucks in water colour. Test 123 mah! But, i hope it will eventually get better. Lol lol lol. Positive thinking kepaaaaaa doh. Pffts. I need Anis's help in printing me my researchhhhhhhh. Prettyplease leh. Oh, anywhooo,

I seriously love them, like alot alot.
Nurul so sweet to send me ( i bet everyone) a text saying: Kawankawan! Nurul rinduuuu korang. So sweeeeeeeet kan. Nehmind babe, we'll meet tmrw aye! Oh, english and malay paper tmrw. Blegh.

Youtube is irritating. Cause it loads so slowlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ):
Okay fine. Cheerio rotten faggots.

Si tanjong katong, airnya biru.

2009-10-02T20:48:00.012+08:00

Back on track, after me long hiatus aye.
Anyway, so many things happened. Pffts.

I love school. Cause i get to meet me usuals. YAY. Talked things out with girlfriend, and i just hope everything is alright. Love you babe! Oh, and to nurul, thanks for that sweeeet post on your blog baybeh. Im reallyreally happy that you guys are together now. You know i know. Coolio couples, like Yoko Ono and John Lennon. (Y)

Went out yesterday for jalan raya. Yayboogie. Took lots of pictures with Rodiyan's dslr. I swear, i fell in love with it man. Just nice for me hands aye? Pffffts. So, there were like 20plus people i think. Missed out the last house cause i was too tired. Cabbed home with Anis and Sop. Miracle happens actually. Yay happy. Super happy.

OMG. IM FREAKING OUT ABOUT MY ART. Shit, die lah die. Fooork. Still need to do all these ;
1) Overdued art assignment (Holiday assignment- Cat, dog, eye sketches. Black box solution- A4 and A3, Art elements and priciples assignment, Drawing and Ink assignment- completed with ink textures, Art characteristics- Artist profile assignment, in soft/hardcopy)
2) ~~EOY research~~, process dairy (sketches, 3 colour test), try-outs with different mediums.
3) N-LEVEL ART.

WAHHHH. BOLEH MATI LOHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Nehmind, ill put N-level art aside first. Other than that, ill have to complete every single overdued art assignment by NEXT WEDNESDAY. MATI HOR MATI. EOYs are next week. Ill be plugging out my lappy for the whole 2 weeks, so this means back to hiatus. Ill try to update as much as possible lah hor. Idk why but i tend to worry more for my art than other subjects. Bleahhhhhhh. Ill be doing Masquerade for EOY. Sunnguh tak sabar. Wish me luck honey. HAHA.

So many things to think of. ALL in my head, pffts. *in your head, in your head, they are fighting* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH. Oh, fell sick on wednesday. Still having my sore throat and flu. Pffts. PFFFFTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

Sorraye, not much update on Raya. Quite of a bore for this year. Tsk. No to fear, SUPERTURTLE IS HERE. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Whatever. suddenly, i dont know what to blog about. Hmmm.

OH OH OH, i got an effing pimple RIGHT INBETWEEN MY EYEBROWS. WHAT THE SLUGS! Well, have no fear (again -.-) CAUSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, thunderfarhan has the same pimple too! AT THE SAME EXACT SPOT! Whoaaaaaa, discovered that during recess just now. Oh oh, we have bangs too! Double high five AH DOH!

tet tet tet, otak blank.

... errrrrrrr
Oh,

TWENTY TWO MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I know its still early. But nahhh, i bet you some of you heartless creatures dont remember it. Huh, expected.

A list of what i wish for, to land on my hands:
(mind you, i said wish, im not demanding here)

Wish number one:
Limited Edition, Apple recordings release- All 14 albums of The Beatles.
(Abbey Road, Please Please Me, With The Beatles, A Hard Day's Night, Let It Be, Beatles For Sale, Help!, Rubber Soul, Revolver, The Yellow Submarine, Sgt. Peppers Lonely Hearts Club Band, Magical Mystery Tour, The White Album, The Beatles)
When i say all, i mean ALL. HAHA.

Wish number two:
The beatles Rockband 09.09.09 on XBOX 360

Wish number three:
Diana F+ Mr.Pink

Wish number four:
Humbug album by Arctic Monkeys.

Last wish ever:

Please bring back Lennon and his 300mm lenses ):

Pffts, theres more actually. But nahhhhh.
Anywhoo, cheerio to all you bozos.
Have a great day ahead and all the luck for the exams aye fuhuanites.
Love, Nabeeelah.

Farhan gets high on peanuts. thumbs up

2009-09-16T22:27:00.003+08:00

HOOOHAAAAAA.

Before i go on Hiatus-slash-MIA, id rather update this dustay blogeh. Huahua, so many things happened, so little time to type it down :/ Pffts, this sucks this suck, this sucks checkered bagpipes man. Pffts. Anis, Farhan, Dayana, Nurul, Nazri, teman-teman kesayanganku, Nabillah minta maaf seandainya Nabillah tak bbual bnyk di sekolah, dah maaf jikalau Nabillah telah membingitkan(lol) kamu semua. HAHA, no serious. Melayuku boleh tahan chicken tongkeng eh. Anyway, Baju raya ku dah siap! Simple sahaja deh. Kepada sesiapa yang memakai baju kurung yang berwarna biru terang, HIGH FIVE BABE. Kay, im plain bored.

Okay, shall update about today (or whenever) :

(I know i look retarded in this picture, wth, Anis minah kampong, ddk atas meja. HAHA)

Tarian as usual today, featuring Hazwan and Sydiq(who just got a SUPERCUTE haircut). But the mat salleh left, and only Hazwan was there, and he FORCED me to make his hair, yknow, as in you put any hair product on the hair and you mess it around. YES, take advantage only, mentang2 aku baru beli hair mousse. Tsk. And, went iftar with the tarian people and dikir people. Went to buy food for Anis's family members, and papercups then go to bazar ramadan then headed home, with Hazwan tagging along with me. Jakon siak si dehtuh, lift baru, sebok sebok tengok, beh in the end, scared of heights.

Blegh, okay, i really miss all the SYF boys. SO, went to school and blahblahblah. Ate, and laughed and ate and drinked and laughed and burned our fats on the way home(cause we walked home!). HAHAH. Oh, talking about hair and stuff, i cutted(HAHA) Farhan's fringe into a bangbang. HAHA. He should be so thankful to have a great friend like meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee to look like a replica of George Harrison. Pffts, except that his hair was so much shorter. Well, what you want me to do?! PASTE IT BACK? Haaaaaaaaaaahahah.

Erm, what else? Oh, Daddy (lol, step cute sia) bought for me a Levis jeans. Lol, funny how you type A LEVIS JEANS. Hahaha, i sound like a _____. Shall not offend people here. Oh, yah, and 3 more teeees. Which i felll in love at first sight. Haaaaaaaaaa! Shall dye me hair on Sat night.

Anywoooots, sneak peak for secret admirer.
Ready?

patience now,

TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
He looks so much cuter in real life, i guess?
I want your leatherrrrrrrr jackettttt aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah *drools*
More pictures soon, cause im currently using the prepaid sim card internet shit. Troublesome for the usb cable thang. So yeahhhhhhhhhh. Oh, i wanna camera for this twentyfourtentwothousandnine):

Wayto many updates, here *in myyyy lifeeee, i loveeee youuu soooo*
HAHAHAH, Beatles song. Lol.
OH OH, SOMEBODY GET ME ANY OF THE BEATLES ALBUM SLASH ARCTIC MONKEYS HUMBUG ALBUM FOR ME BIRTHDAY.
Oh, The Beatles rockband plus an XBOX 360 would be wayyyy nicer ^.^
Coming sooon deh. I hope this is a good one. *fingers cross*

Okay, i wanna go get high watching Shane's originals and covers on youtube now. Sad how hes blind(lol, i typed BLING) on his left eye. Sad. Some doh called his gay. Stooopid. Oh, and no, shane's not the one in the animation above, he's some fifteen year old who makes originals and covers on the keyboard/piano, And he's inspired me too LEARN HOW TO PLAY THOSE KEYBOARDS. Shitto, then i can get high on the pshychedelic notes while playing to MGMT. COOL SHIT. Shall post his vids one day, soon. Okay BYE marshmellow pies.

This has been shaking away, for somethine more.

2009-09-13T06:18:00.003+08:00

Firstly, its exactly 6:19 am.
Yippie, good morning bunheads.
My stomach's grumbling, dont ask me why cause i havent got the answer to that.
Im feel happy, *insert tons and tons of smiley faces*
Okay, so here you go, another quiz i saw at Nurul's blog.
But it went kuku and i had to go to Anis's blog to copy and paste instead.
Phewwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Read this whole chunk of shit if you really got nothing else to do.
Seriously, i mean it.

Okayyyy gooooooooo.

So why aren't you in love with your ex anymore?
; Hmmm, which ex?????????? We have issues.

Who do you sit next to in your English class?
; Theres Ming wei and the left, and Sammy at the right (:

Are you generally a happy person?
; WHAT DO YOU THINK???

Who's in your profile picture with you?
; Nope, me alone. Sedih pe hidop.

What color shirt are you wearing?
; White white white.

Where will you be in a hour?
; Errr, painting my walls again? If, that is, im not bored.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
; Mummy, cause i love her, more than anything on this world (:

Why did you last smile?
; Cause some DOH msged me and called me a budak kecik. Hah, pathetic fool! Haha, no offence eh.

How do you feel right now?
; Happyyippiehippiegiddie.

Are you good at making new friends?
; Yah, i think so.

Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
; OBVIOUSLY. Im not good at entertaining them that much.

Are you wearing makeup?
; WHO'D WANNA WEAR MAKEUP AT THIS TIME? YOU TELL ME. Hahahha.

Will this Sunday be a good one?
; Today? Oh, i guess so, cause me and me mum's gonna laughed like toot, cleaning up the house again.

If you could move to Africa would you?
; Move? Permanently, no. On a vacation? Yes, i guess so. Cause i wanna see all the cute little animals. Other than that, no cause id prefer HAWAI!!!! Ehehheh.

Ever kissed someone who was in a relationship?
; HAHAHAHAH. No? I think.

Are promises important to you?
; Yeahhh baybehhhhh.

Would you ever tell someone you loved them first?
; Nahh. Only if he tells me first. Other than that, id keep it as a crush.

Anyone of the opposite sex been on your mind lately?
; I guess soooooo????? Hahahahh!

Someone knocks on your window at 2 am, what do you say?
; Kau dah giler???? Nak bungee jumping lain tempat ah.

Will you be in a relationship next month?
; No, i guess. HAHAHAH, im not into that at this period of time. Eh, bagus jugak eh klau ade boyf next month. Nanti leh gi rumah die, raye. DAPAT LEBIH DUIT. *sniggers*

Do you love anyone right now?
; Mum, The Usuals-really miss you guys ):

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
;Errrr, that was such a long time ago ):

What is your favorite number?
; I dont know? It used to be 18.

Would you consider having that many kids?
; Like i said, one boy and one girl. Enough.

Do you ever write notes on your hand?
; Yesssss, alot of times.

Are you violent?
; I guess so. Hahahahhha!

Are you once teacher's pet?
; Miss Wong's?????????? HAHAHAHAH.

Can you vote next election?
; I HATE POLITICS. GO SAVE THIS EARTH LAH SMARTASSES.

What made you decide to wear the outfit you wore today?
; What a pathetic question aye.

Have you ever done yoga?
; No, im too heavy. HAHHAHHAHAHAH.

What's your favorite color gummy bear?
; Yellow, blue, green.

Would you have sex on the first date?
; NOOOO.

Do you prefer fast paced dancing or slow dancing?
; Both will do.

Have you ever fallen asleep while driving?
; Im still underaged you tooothead.

Do you believe that you should fight for love?
; If I love that person more than anything in this world (other than mum, of course)

Can you take this without deleting any questions?
; No. i deleted one or two. Try guess. Sorry, but i really cant answer those.

What's something you really want right now?
; A day-out. Before school start tmrw ):

What were you doing at 2:00 this morning?
; Oh, i was on bed, but i couldnt sleep, i dont know why.

Do you wear glasses or contacts?
; Both. Ill only wear my glasses at home (:

Are you going on vacation this coming summer?
; I thought summer's over?? Next year? Hmmm, overseas, maybe.

Do you have plans for tmr?
; Tmrw's a Monday, so, nope, nothing. Ill just go straight home after school.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing
; Ocean Pacificcccccccccc.

Do you still talk to the last person you dated?
; Who was it again? Errrr, oh, i cant due to some reasons ):

Have you ever kissed a complete stranger?
; NOOOOOOO.

What is for dinner tonight?
; Some nice dish mum's gonna cook.

Does your last ex miss you?
; The last time we talked, he said he does. I bet he still does ):

Does anyone love you?
; Mum!

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
; Yeah. Ill forgive, but i wont forget.

Have you ever lived with your girlfriend/boyfriend?
; Hahhaha, NO!

Have you ever been heartbroken?
; Lots and lots and lots of times. Even now ):

Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in?
; YES YES YES YES. Hahahah!

So far, which school year has been the best?
; So far, this year. Really looking forward for nex year!

Do you hate anyone?
; Hah, yes.

How old will you be in 10 months?
; Err, sixteen years old and 9 months.

What's your ringtone?
; Bloc Partyyyyyy baybehhh!

How many countries have you lived in?
; Singaporeeeeeee. Whoa.

What was the last thing you ate?
; Rice with telur and lauk daging rendang!

Do you know any other languages?
; German soon, but for now, the usual language aaaaah.

Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
; BOTH. Hahahah cause i tend to hate the waves. Irritating mannn

What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
; YOU SHOULD KNOW, MY DEAR FRIEND. Hahahahahha!

Is it easy to make you cry?
; I guess soooooo. Heheh, kental, i KNOW!

Is it hard to trust others?
; It really depends. But i tend to trust the people i just now.

Are you afraid to tell your true feelings?
; Nowadays, yes.

I bet you're thinking of someone now?
; Whoaaaa, ahahh! Yeahhh.

Can you honestly say that you're okay right now?
; No. No. No. No. NO. Effer.

Do you tell people you're ok when you're really not?
; Forced.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
; I guess so, CAUSE I LAUGH ALL THE TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Are you wasting your time on someone?
; I hope not

So, the sun rises while i was doing this quiz.
And im still not sleepy.
Bleagh, sorry, secret admirer and stuff next post. *fingers twist*

MULOT LU BAU LONGKANG AH.

2009-09-10T20:42:00.005+08:00

Effing bored now. Nobody's entertaining me.
And Im so pissed due to the ago-go performance shit a few blocks away.
And its echo-ing like hell. Oh good, now its playing some ska-slash-getai song.
AM I PISSED OR WHAT.
I bet Anis is feeling the same way. CAUSE ITS DIRECTLY UNDER HER BLOCK.
HAHAHAHAHAH *snigger like mad cow*
So ill just do a quiz i saw at Melly's blog.
Here it goes, oh number three's gone missing. I bet its stuck inbetween Santa's moustache.
HAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAH.

001. Real name → Nabillah Huda binte Kasmani (IM RICH, cash/money. Get it?!!!!)
002. Nickname(s) → Heds, Turtle, Nabeloh (thats what the chinese call me, -.-) , Nab, Enab (thats what cikgu Arif calls me, -.- pfft), Saloma (HAHAHHAHAH, kenangan terindah.)
004. Zodiac sign → Scorpion, and im happy with it.
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → Boon Lay primary/Jurong primary (merge in 2006)
007. Middle School → Fuhua Secondary
008. University → You must be joking.
009. Friends → The Usuals (:
010. Hair color → Brownish-black with leftover brown dye.
011. Long or short Hair → PFFTS. Short lah short, shoulder length, still can be tied.
012. Loud or Quiet → LOUD :D
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans. I love denim material.
014. Phone or Camera → Cameraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa lah idiot!
015. Health freak → Well, i wish i was skinnier.
016. Drink or Smoke? → Non :D
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Idk?
018. Eat or Drink → Drink. I dont wanna get de-hydrated.
019. Piercings → Monroes in the future? Then agian, ill get the long lecture from Alif. Pfffts.
020. Tattoos → Yay, non.
FIRSTS ;
023. First piercing → When i was still wearing daipers.
024. First best friend → Kindergarten. Old times, old times.
025. First award → I dont know!
026. First crush → Hmmmmmmm, my first cinta-monyet ex?
027. First pet → A BIG FAT HAMSTER WITH RED EYES. I use to think it was a bunny. It bite me though ):
030. First big birthday → Kindergarten! Everybody had thier goodie bags. Huahuaaa!
CURRENTLY ;
049. Eating → I dont eat much after buka. Huahua!
050. Drinking → Homemade grass jelly
052. I'm about to → Sheeee-sheeee, nak sheeee sheeee. Urgent, serious.
053. Listening to → Girl in Red - Major 5th, huh, funneh. Ilham the kambing. HAHAHAH.
054. Plans for today → The sun's down already. Pfffts.
055. Waiting for → A MIRACLE.
YOUR FUTURE ;
058. Want kids? → One boy, one girl :D
059. Want to get married? → Obviously, with some hot lad in Liverpool.
060. Careers in mind → Photographer in london. Pffts ):
WHICH IS BETTER ?
068. Lips or eyes → Lips. HHAHAH.
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller (:
o72. Romantic or spontaneous → Both, i guess.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → YA IYA, DUA-DUA SEKALI PUN CANTIK.
074. Sensitive or loud → Loud-hailer.
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship, prettyplease.
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → Both please.
HAVE YOU EVER ;
080. Lost glasses/contacts → YES. Alot of times.
081. Ran away from home → Thought of it alot of times before, but now, im way happier.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → YES, against my brother, cause he treaten me with a pathetic bamboo pole before. Hahahahahahhahaah, oh sweet memories.
083. Killed somebody → I wont really call it 'killing'
084. Broke someone's heart → I guess so ):
085. Been arrested → Been caught by the police before, that effing officer made me cry. Tooot ah.
087. Cried when someone died → Errrrrrrrrr, i cant recall this one.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN ;
089. Yourself → Sometimes, yeah. But it always ended up the wrong way.
090. Miracles → Huh, a rare one.
091. Love at first sight → If it involves the male party going for looks, YES.
092. Heaven → Obviously yes.

093. Santa Claus → Yes, cause he's hiding my number three question!
094. Male Nipples → PFFTS.
095. Kiss on the first date → Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Hehehhhehheheh.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY ;
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → I guess so.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → It comes naturally, ill have to accept it.
099. Do you believe in God → Yes!
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people → *Its could be anyone, it could be anyone* the song, anyone.

No secret admire today, again. (oh, im listening to him now)
Sorry aaaah! Malas deh.
Well, Anis got a sneak peak just now.

NYEHEHEHEHEHEHHE.
Kay, proper update tmrw
Bye elekktro people.

2009-09-09T12:57:00.002+08:00

I FIND THEM CUTE.
Dont you think soooooooooooooooo??!!!!!

Having tarian later at 2. Wooooot, its 1pm now. Need to bathe now. Proper update tmrw or later at night. Cause ill be going gaaay-lang with Dad to buy baju raya. Yay. Yesterday's pictures will be updated soooon. If i get it from Anis sooon. Bleagh, and in case if youre wondering, theyre not me secret admire. Huahua, no no, not yet. Kay lol. OKAY, IM SERIOUSLY LATE FOR TARIAN. Booohoooooooooooo. Alif asked me out today. And i cant go. Cause i have tariaaaaaaan. Huahua, hopehope Asri's coming today. Why am i still typing? Kay bye intergalactic web.

I miss my Imahci Zettimoji. Feels like the world has been stoping since shes not by my side anymore ):

You can blame it on the small things.

2009-09-07T07:14:00.002+08:00

Matt says nono to Crocs, and threw them away, on the rooftop.

Nope, cant sleep. Had only 1hour plus of sleep just now. Woke up for Sahur just now, and i cant continue sleeping. Bleagh, the sun's up. And its 7:22am. Rise and Shine intergalactic web. Its a Monday. Having Maths Remedial later at 1130. Yay, i love Maths. It gets my brain juices flowing. HAHA, went to gay-lang yesterday. Saw quite a few of transsexuals. Obviously, cause its 'gay'-lang. Pffts. They were scary, of course. Oh, didnt buy anything, just walked around after buka at Kembangan. Got home at around 11plus. Supertired, but still cannot sleep. LMAO watching Whos line is it anyway. Hahahah, favourite teeveee show since i was born oi. Actually, i laughed till i cried lah, i admit. Effing funny oi. Used to watch them on youtube, since i couldnt get enought from their tv shows on Channel 5. Okay, honestly, still lazy to post up Mr. Admire's photos. Ah, next post lah, next post. Its not like anyone's waiting eagerly for that. Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap, still not sleeepay. Youtube shall entertain me now.

I like'aa snagga oogie boogie!

2009-09-05T23:45:00.003+08:00

Okay, i miss this freakhead.
Goddamn webcam still spoilt. Cannot turn the effing lens. Cheetuts. I bet someone inserted superglue.
Pfffts.
Lazy lah to post. Tired aaaaah. Slept like more than 3 hours after Flag Day just now.
And i dont think i can sleep easilty tonight. Bleghhhhhhh.
No pictures of Mr. Secret Admire today. Didnt i told you im lazy? Kay tata.

Everywhere, the bastard lies.

2009-09-04T21:34:00.005+08:00

Current song: Perfect Symmetry - Keane

Okay, so i shall not update about the secret admire shit thang. Cause im pure lazy. Hahah, cause I think im reverting back to me oldie habit. So, here, the story, me uncle photographer gave me a harddrive/harddisk whatever fork you call it. And its like 8 gigga nigga bite (HAHA!). Despite having new storage for me stuff I get from the intergelactic-web, i still store all me shit in me lappy folder. So, the hardshit thingy wasnt really worth it. I mean, its worth-it. But i dont use it. I mean, i need it. But im just so laaahahahazy to like 'okay, move this crap to the hard-(whatever you call it) folder'. Im not trying to like brag about what shit and awesome little pretty photos me have in me lappy. Its just that i wanna make it clear that im effing lazy for this and that and that and this. Even blogging a post. Huaaaaaaak. HAHAH. Anyways, I love Perfect Symmetry's album cover and whatever's inside it. Everything's like triangly and stuff. So,

Colourful = Abstract.
Abstract= Artay Fartay.
Me Y Art

So, obviously, Blogger.com has officially gone kuku-keetuh. Cause it took me at least 8 times to re-type me password and me email in those two blaaady boxes and press enter. Mainly because i do not like tick the 'remember me' shit. Privacy la oiiiiiiiiiiii.Ugh, just pisses me off man. Blegh.And the next issue, fonts. Tootheaded mushroom freaks aah. When i unpress the colur black, can you like dont let the previous colour appear again? Its getting on me nevers lah wahlao. So, the thought of making a new blog came to my mind. So, ill like handle 2 blogs at the same time. CAN BELIEVE ANOT?! Nabillah, nk handle 2 bloggehs at the same time? Huh. Yang that time Multiply account pon tk maju. Apadah. Okay, currently listening to the scimmies. GO figure. Aww, so the effing hot lah with the singlets on. Huahuaaaaaaaaaa, evil.

I THINK THIS WHOLE POST IS JUST PLAIN CRAP.
Anywooots, had C.I.P just now. At Golden Willows. Was crappy, duhh, obviously. Ugh. And i dont even wish to like elaborate. HAHA. Took vids. Funny vids. Kay whatever. Night entertainment before snoozing off to bed.

Change your tune, and change your hair,
or you're not going anywhere.
Be a C-Y-N-I-C.

Cynic: A person who believes that only selfishness motivates human actions and who disbelieves in or minimizes selfless acts or disinterested points of view.

Having flag day tmrw. Wah, need to meet up so early want ahhh. Oh, theres parent-teaching meeting just now in the evening. Didnt go, was lazy. Didnt even bother to like go to school and take me report book. Lazy lah, went home from effing C.I.P, bathed, online-d for like 20 mins plus (wah, miracle!) and went to sleep till 5plus till dad had to wake me up. Like pig pig pig roll roll roll in muddy mud. Ewwww. Flaggy day at Boon Lay. HOW BORING LAAAAAAA. Asseight is going to Chinatown. How fun. Blegh. I mean, i just dont get it. If like its due to the conduct of the class, then why even bother asking US to like do C.I.P at Golden Willows? I mean, we have all those pain-in-the-arse kids and they joyly well know that and obviously, theyll make a whole lota crap during the Golden Willow thang and now theyre asking us to like to to Boon Lay for Flag Day? Why not ask the smart asses to do this shit for C.I.P instead? Like cmmon ah, sec ones are for what? I mean, why should the sec threes go to Jurong Point and do flag day there? I still dont get it. Bleagh, oh, Farhan had to stay back after prize giving shit today. Mdm Oen merepek. Seriously, ill be more than grateful to have Miss Wong as the pricipal. I mean, her English is way better and fluent. Ughughugh, why did I ended up with Mdm Oen as the principal of Fuhua in the first place? Chinese dance got an award on stage for participating for the SYF dinner whatever crap and we? Ape kiter dapat? Tarian dapat ape? Sedangkan, Akar Mekar jer dah tk dpt.

Ugh, now im mad.
I cant stand it laaaaaaa. Mereps ah.
Oh, someone still owns the whole group a treat for 'getting a gold this year'.

Hold this furrrrry animal in cupped hands

2009-09-03T20:54:00.003+08:00

I STILL WANT A JEPONESE RABBEEEEET.
Ooooh, im in love with someone, obviously it must be some dude with glittery eyes.
STAY TUNE, and i shall reveal theee secret admirer.

If im not lazy lah to put up tons of pictures.
AND I STILL WISHED I WAS THAT GIRL WHO GETS TO HUG HIM IN THE MUSIC VID.

Oh, Sufyan forced me to watch a malaysian movie.
Malaysian people = Ramlee burgers

Ramlee burgers = Mat malaysia misai maha misai

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. DOH!

Now im fantasizing myself doing taichee alone when i turn into an oldie granny.
How fascinating.
Doh!

Stop to pretend, stop pretending.

2009-08-31T13:21:00.010+08:00

From this:

To this:

Spot the differences:

Chaplin's rehab saved Keane.
He'd lost the passion for touring, instead snorting and drinking himself into a red-cheeked,sweaty, overweight young man who could hit the high notes of hits like Somewhere Only We Know but felt he was going through the motions. Chaplin hated the fame that came with selling eight million albums.
(article courtesy of www.news.com.au)

Oh gosh, oh gosh. I didnt know Tom was psychedelic. Fake. Hah. Keane used to be me and my brother's favourite past time. We'd switch on their songs every night and lie together on the bed, under the big fan, sharing stories. Hopes and Fears, thier very first album was really really nine and i fell in love with every single song, we fell in love with it. And so we bought the album and read the little booklet inside in. And still i still do fancy all three. Hoohoooo, and their names too, Tim Rice-Oxley, Tom Chaplin, Richard Hughes. Effing cute!!!!!! *melts* And yadiyadiyadaaaaa, when Under the Iron Sea came out, i wasnt that intrested as i was in Hopes and Fears. Then came Perfect Symmetry. Yay to Keane!!!!! I love them more now!!!

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Holy marshmellows, today's concert was so so mendak. Nasib eh kau Rodiyan, tk dtg skolah. Bleahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Oh well, on a brighter note, i got to make my own French Braid today to school. All that hard work did paid off. Wah, big toot ah Nab. Ugh. Aces Day was so mereeeeeepek. Siapa mauuu layannn?! Sang Raya songs and played the whatever clapping game nurul sang blah blah, Anyway, i wanna get a...

Yorkshire Terrier and a Japanese Bunny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, maybe i cant have a Yorkshire Terrier as a pet, but i still want japanese bunny or ill go bonkers mannn! I told my mum that i wanna have a bunny as a pet. Then she answered me, myb next year, after everything settles down. Thought of getting a kitten. But nehhhhhhhhhh. Well, if i dont have a yorkshire terrier, i demand for a yorkshire accent! Like who? Like him, down here.

Oooooooh goooooody-gooooooody.
New vid's up, Matt's so cute.
Okaydokay cheeriooooo.
Oh, dont forget to leave a taggywaggy!

"Mobooogie, i like'aa like'aaa snooogiewoggie!"

Tic tac toe!

2009-08-31T05:55:00.003+08:00

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAH!
Ini smuer kerja Sufyan pagi-pagi lepas sahur tkde kerja!

I better get going to schoooool. Ohmy ohmy, i bathed at 4 plus plus just now.
I wanna bathe again. Huaaaaaaaaaaaaaak!

Modern girls and Old fashioned men.

2009-08-30T21:05:00.013+08:00

One of the reasons why i love this hippie child.

-Julian casablancas is the sex. Julian casablancas is the sex. Julian casablancas is the sex-
I wanna have soft soft hair like his. Oh, farhan, if youre reading this, go watch the latest Julian interview, the August one. Go go, hot hot heat. Last part cute! (Y)

Im in love with Andrew. I shall change HedsFigglehorn to Heds Vanwyngarden again.
Oh, i had a very terrible dream last night.
And whole bunch of people died in the cinemas.
While i was with Rupert Grint!

Ekeh, akeh raseh blehgeh akeh tekdeh sucheh thingeh aseh a'eh prehpeh pest.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.
Okays byesbyes papadams.

Oh no! Its alright, Mr Maker will be fine.

2009-08-30T00:22:00.003+08:00

Huahua, sorry dayana for the picture. Was bored. Ill have to push a much more proper update to tmrw or next week. I seriously feel like crying, i need a massive big fat hug right now and for someone to whisper into my ear and say that everything's alright. Bleagh. Im bored. I bored. Whatever shit it is, I WANNA KILL MYSELF FOR HAVING A WEBCAM THAT EFFING SPOILT. Toot lah, if not can webcam with you-know-who. Esp when you-know-who invited me to webbycammy. Toot toot toot. Wahhhhlaoooooooweyyyyyyyyyy ): And the only thing i can do is kenekan you-know-how. Okay, i think im a meanie. Okay, you-know-who is playing along. And i think the reason why he 'played-along' is because hes got nothing else to say. I AM a meanie. Oh gosh, hes not replying. He did, and he changed the topic. Tooooot. Tak menjadi siak nab.

My fingers are cold. I keep blushing to myself.

Calm down nab. Calm downnnnnnnnnn.

Ill be smiling my way to sleeeeep tonighttttt.

Oh fuck, aku paisey big time man, Big time!

I wont be smiling tonight ):

Thanks to fahmi for the address.

2009-08-28T20:09:00.008+08:00

Spidy dom! Spidy dom!

Shall update tmrw. My fingers are not in the mood to type a proper post.
I know, i know, have not been updating lately.
Hush, wait for tmrw dummies.

Oh, sorraye Alif i didnt get to buka with you today ):
But, i really wanted to y'know.
Okayokay, Je sais que je suis gênant

Jackie's big tits, is hiding in the corners!!!

2009-08-17T17:28:00.003+08:00

(This took me like one and a half minute, waiting for this picture to upload itself, usually is like around a few seconds. Like, poof! Its already there!)

I still adore her. Boohoo.

Anywooots, im studying for me exams lately.
Geog was okaydokaytoday. Last minute revision cause apparently, i left all me notes at class.
Yes, for the wholeee weekend.
Fool.
Okay, chopchop, im gonna studay for me Chem paper tmrw. Cheerio.
Oh, i almost forgot, i need to do me chores first cause i delayed 30 mins just to blaady log into blogger.com for this icky post. Oh icky icky sticky.
Everyone in arsesix is studying reallyreally hard. Miracle.
Ive got to get going here. Proper post whenever im done with exams.

Ohmy, ohmy, puase this Saturday *gigit kuku ku*
HAHAHAHAHAHHAAH, get it? Kuku ku? Kukumalu! -__-
bonne journée les gens!

Bummer.

2009-08-15T17:08:00.006+08:00

Wah Fuck.

I hate it when i CANT update pictures. Ass.Now i dont feel like updating anything.

Bleah you lahhhhhhhhhhh.This is rare. So rare, for me.

Cause im gonna ask you people a question.

Do i not put up pictures that often?

No.

Good.

Anyway, sorry Rodiyan if i couldnt make it for the bandslam thang. Haha, sounded fun which makes me wanna go. Oh, Sop so sweet lah i msn. Huahuahuahua hua hua hua. Oh, i made a homemade hippie necklace yesterday night. Gonna need to paint it soon lah. I mean, the beads. Am i entertaining myself or whuuut? Cause, im so bored at home lahhh. Ohohohohoh, did i told you people Anis and I were like 30plusplus mins late for our Mother Tounge paper??????? Shocking siol. So, it was a Friday and i woke up at SEVEN and went out of the house at SEVENFORTYFIVE. And so, we met as usual, and off to school. So i was thinking, why arent there any pupils walking to school at that point of time? Oh, maybe we're like 2 mins late or smething. In the end, we reached school and it was silent. So very silent. And Mr. Security Guard told us that we're late. And school starts at SEVENTWENTY. Then we ran to class and did our paper, with the remaining time left, which was, around forty mins. Panicked lah wahlao. In the end, i managed to finish it. Huahuahua. Had to run 5 rounds during recess for coming late. Ugh. Ohoh, and after school, Khai, Alif, Farhan, Liyana, Dayana, Naz came to my house cause my Mum offered to cook for the whole lot of them. Sorry if it was like abit mendak ah but we still managed to play a game of Uno.

See how boring a post is without a picture.

Like so glooomy like that.

Bleagh.

I smell hashbrowns. Mouth open wide

2009-08-11T17:36:00.008+08:00

Current song: Eddie's Gun - The Kooks
Current activity: Doing the overdued Art assignment. Boohoo, no bonus mark for me. So much for jengjengjeng.

Candie Payne's really that prettypretty Liverpool girl. And yes oh yes, i do love her accent. A lot!

Muahahahahahahahah. So prettyprettypretty. I love saying pretty lots and lots of times in the accent. Just reminds me of Ooh lah. Muahahha. Prettypretty. Lots and lots and lots and lots. Yay. Shall irritate mum with these. Ill just stand next to her and say 'I love saying prettyprettyprettyprettypretty lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of times'. And i shall repeat that whole sentence for at least 10 times. And then she'll scream to my face to shut the fark up. Then she'll say 'Sudah gila kaa?!'. Yay, i love me mum. I wanna print pictures tmrw and make a big fat collage. I love making homemade art all alone in the middle of the night with blasting music coming from my speaker *peace hand sign*

National day! Saw Dyan wearing his Fuhua P.E shorts and his Spongebob Squarepants tee with his red headband running around in the middle of the roof. Sicko. Hahahaha.

Zunnur Hwaina. The all time favourite cousin ever. Mak Bedah sungguh!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DOMOKUNMATIN
DOMATIN

*scratch head*

...

....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!

I know, im a cruel sister. He laughed to himself as well.

Hahhaahhahahahahahahahahahha!

I knew it!

2009-08-10T20:31:00.008+08:00

Current song: Out of Dreams - The Rascals
Current activity: Bloghopping and scratching my ear cause it hurts.

Pictures on the oeightoeightonine:

Presenting, Dayana's green room:

Et pour la grande finale................
(This means 'And for the grand finale' in French. Hua hua, feeling sikit ah)

un
(one)

deux

(two)

trois

(three)

quatre

(four)

cinq !!

(five)

Taaaaadaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

Yay, our very first picture together!
Nabillah loves Nazri, Liyana, Dayana, Anis and Farhan (:

Singapur dreht vierundvierzig!!

2009-08-09T12:31:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY DZULIQMAL!
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY FIRDAYANAAAAAHAHAH!

Although we're not that close last two years ago, i still love you. Eheh, anyway, terima kasih lah sangat-sangat for what you've done for me. Ehhe, like endlessly going to your house everyday after school and paying for my bus fares and such. Pardon me for the picture. Hahah, maklonglah, i kan suker gambar nih banyak-banyak. Kay whatever. Oh, and thanks for the partay yesterday! Really enjoyed it! And i just wanna let you know that i love you like how i love the rest of The Usuals. Hoho!*BAY-HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY*

Anywoots, yesterday was Firdayana's and Dzul's Birthday! Okay, so i no have picture of Dzul. Bleah. Hahah, nevermind. Still managed to call him up yesterday during Dayana's party and shout HAPPPY BIRTHDAAAAYYYY. Kay, he was shocked and cute and hot lahhh. Haha, kay fine, he sounded hot lah. Mangkok head. Haha, met up with Anis at my house and asked her to come in since there's no one at home. Haha, take picture take picture then go out, straight to Bukit Panjang. And due to my strong enormous sotongness, we stopped one stop before her busstop. Moronhead lah me.

So we walked. Eh, at least i know where to walk to her house okayyy. Her house was so obvious lah cause it was all red from the view where we were standing, at the trafic light waiting to cross over. Hahah, sadly, her kittens are kept. Boohoo. So so, im glad to know that we're the first ones to reach!! Hahah, i mean, among her friends lah. Her cousins very pretty ya know. Okay, then Nurul and Sammy came, then who else ah? Oh, the NT friends, then Faruq and Ron Fahmi then Haz and Farhan and Nad. And Surong and Wei Sing. Then Shafiq, Fahmy, Nazri, Farah Dee, erm, who else? I kinda forgot ya know. Alot of people, can hardly fit into the house. But i surely know that Derek and Wei Liang came later at night. Muahah, so kind of them right. Get free foood only. Huh. Yeah, took lots of pictures. Played fun fun fun games! Gerek oi. Then went home with Farhan and Ans! And talked non-stop in the train. -.-

Fine, dont want to elaborate much lah horrrrr. I wanna go bathe cause i still havent bathe. HAHAH. I just woke up whaaaaaaaat. Wahlowey. My stomach is grumbling. Bleahh ): Okayokay, i wanna go bathe cause im watching the fireworks todayyyyyyyy at wait, was it Fullerton or Marina Barrage? Marina lah bodoh. Eeheh, okay 2 pm sharp i need to get out of the house, meet me daddy. Oh, he bought alot of lightsticks yesterday, AND WITH THE HEADBAND THINGY WHERE YOU CAN LIKE ATTACH 2 LIGHTSTICKS TO MAKE GLOWING BUNNY EARS. and i was like, ???!! Lightstick combo or whattt. He likes to buy weird stuff. Habit. Bad bad habit. Waste money only, buy at Daiso somemore. The instructions all Jepon how to read?!!!!! Wait, why do i need to read the instructions for lightsticks? Fool. OH, few weeks ago, i bought a white metallic tube of acrylic paint AND I THOUGHT IT WAS PLAIN WHITE PAINT. Stoooppid Japanese instructions, see i cannot read you and ended up buying for myself metallic paint. Ugh. But quite nice lar hor. You mix with other colours, the other colour also samesame metallic. Hua hua.

During the performance at Ayer Rajah CC. As you can see here folks, from left, Ramlee dan Saloma, Sudin dan Zaiton, Ajis dan 3 Sofeaaaaaaaaas. Syafiah extra cause she have no partner. Kesian. Yay, biler Ramlee dan Sudin nak makan bersama-sama lagi huh waktu recess?! Tuesday okehh? Sayang koranggggg.

Okay lah nak go bathe.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. I NOT smelly ya know. Still got perfume smell from yesterday.

Kene pakai red white lagi nariiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Boohoo.

The bright rust

2009-08-07T23:07:00.016+08:00

Its like the moustache on Mona Lisa or something
Its just an idea that you mess up something iconic. That we like, thats it.
And it sounds good, which is nice for a title.

I love Thomas Mars. I love the way he talks English and Sings English. Okay, so he's French. I love his accent. Its like a tounge tied conversation everytime he has to face an interviewer. Righttt.

Oh right, i still need to put pictures up. Darn. Yesterday was okay-okay lar hor. Anis and I cried, of course when we saw somebody else performing to our song when we're suppose to be on that very stage, performing for all the people, and proving that we brought gold for Fuhua, but a whole bunch of us were just blaady sitting there, watching somebody else perform to our very song, a song specially composed for us. And the focking thing was, we 'performers' were 'spectators' for the show. And how shameful were we, to know that our school's name was on the brochure's front page, plus the credits to The Principals of all the school performing. (Oh, and Cikgu Arif's profile in the pages, gambar hot siollll, sachok ah intructorku!) And furthermore, if we perform yesterday, we'll bring back a medal/trophy/whatevershit you call it. Still not proud huh?? Bravo braaaaavo Mdm Oen, youre just plain bias. I repeat, Plain Bias.

So, went with our darlingzzzzz. Met them at Lakeside at around 7plus and went to Woodlands. Hold on to the Nikon Anis brought along. Ape jer Luqhman, siaper cakap tkleh ambek gambar ah? Boohoo ah. Anis's whole family was sitting behind us. And Kak Yayah and friends were sitting infront of us. And i was sitting next to my darlingggggg. And Anis sat beside her darling tooooooo. NOT. Luqhman extra lah sangat sangat waduhhh. Oh, saw HardiMaon. HAHA. Talked to me after the show. Stoopidfool he. Anywaaay, went back home with Anis and her darling. Dont ask me where mine went. Totally missing ah after the show ): Oh and thank you to Anis's darling for paying my fares. And to her Dad for sending us to the MRT. HAHA. Kay stop it eh with the darling. Darn. Anis went to eat with her Family, me and her darling went home. Reached home at around 11plus.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH click to view larger image lah samdol.
Thhhhhheeeeeee UUUUUUssssssauuuuuuuaaaaaaallllllls. Hope we'll all meet tmrw at Dayana's partayyayay.
I so wanna manja-manja with her kittens lahhahahahah. Okay im fantasizing. Wooowooowooo.

I love this picture. Okay, outdated. Remember the lessons i had from my uncle photographer?

Yeah, he asked me to take this rustymustybastyjastyhastynasty picture.

I love rust. I mean, they look so dirty yet nice.

I love Fred fred fred fred fred. Well, he did entertained me the whoooole night.

Ich liebe dich Fred! Okay,that was ther first time i typed German ever in my blog.
You know what i know, i know i know. I can speak a little bit of German now.

vous avez de nouveaux amis, alors que ce soit., okay i wanna learn French.

Tie up your shoelaces, morons.

2009-08-05T22:04:00.002+08:00

Wearing cardigans and ripped tees, in the screened room.

Had tarian just now. Fun fun fun. Asri came too, but halfway through. The boys didnt came, played takraw instead. But nah. Shouted into Khai's ear during recess just now. And someone was jealous. Pure jealousy, till he had to look away from me! How could this be? Kay stop it. Anis has her Sudin, and im left all alone without my Ramlee. But Ramly burger got what. Wait, no pasar malam. Okay, cut the shit out. Yeah, still not in good terms with Mum. Hurtful enough that i cried again for some reasons infront of her and Matin like 40 mins ago. Anywooots, went to Teh Tarik with Cikgu Ariff and Asri. And thanks for the drink! Ohohoh, discovered some sensitivity secrets. *rub straw against the side of the cup hole vigurously* HAHA. Funnehshit. I hate being at home now. Its like im not welcomed here anymore. Went to the shop to buy some stuff for Mum and i thought it will all be okay. But NOOOOOOOOOO. This is plain sucky. Like hell sucky. Yeah, down with DE-TEN-TION for 2 hours for wearing the informal uni on a silly wednesday and not bringing my blaady tie. Not bad afterall theyre all suckers and im gonna bee sitting in the detention room with Nurul that lunatic squirrel. Idk why i call her a freakin squirrel. I just thought of superduper Fred! Okay, he calls the a dog the neighbourhood squirrel okay, Nuruls gonna laugh to this line i just wrote. I love Fred i love Fred. Hope he reads this. Nahhh.

And i thought this post was gonna be short.
Oh, I FUCKING HATE YOU, fool.

and i miss someone who loves so shout 'probleeeeeeem' into the phone.

He said the French life was like a photography lab.

2009-08-03T18:47:00.017+08:00

Dont even fucking bother to read this whole chunk.

Something spoiled my mood to 'eagerly' update my blog after school today, that is, after accompanying Dayana to Jurong Point with her Dad to buy her stuff for her birthday partay. Hush, cause i cant tell you what she bought for the people attending her birthday partayyy one day before the national day. Oh, and sorry i didnt get to go to Ikea with you babe. I had no mood and wanted to get home soon. Anywooots, ive been really moody and really lethargic these few days. Till this date, im still not in good terms with Mum. I need to call someone's mum soon or not, i might just loose my chance ): Thinking about 'ol things like these, just makes me so gloomy and so sad. And he's one of the reason why i had to cry to sleep on Sunday night.

On a brighter note, Sunday was a blast! Had a really really really great time with Asssri and Cikgu Ariff (who wore the same coloured Lacoste collared tee with my headband). And, not to forget, Ramlee, Sudin, Ajis, Saloma, Zaiton, and the Sofeassss. Kinda sad that Sunan had to go home. So Ans was still on meds. Haz too i think. But hack care, thanks for still being there! Met Haz and Ans under the void deck cause Haz wanted to pick us up. Proceeded to school and had to bring down the stuff. The regular stuff. Then came along Assri and Cikgu Ariff and the boys. Had our hair done and went out in our costume. Memalukan. Hah, who cares? And thanks Cikgu for the treat! Ans sorry my drink was the most expensive one on the reciept! Had to shift to the cabin and had our make-up done. Blah blah blah and we went to the Ayer Rajah thingy. Had oh so much fun backstage with Sudin, Zaiton and of course, abang Ramlee i! -.- And yes, i admit, the last part, i screwed up. My bad. So went back to school, changed and cleaned up and waited for Cikgu outside at the main gate. After that, all of us went to the void deck, and sat around. And so we all walked to my home and sent me home and then Anis, and then they boarded 99 and went home respectively. Thanks Alif esp cause he took one big round just to send everybody home. How sweet. And so, reached home at around 11 plus. Misery arrives.

So all of us sat together at recess just now and so sorry Dayana, Nurul, Han and Naz. Its only for one day! Anywoooooots, abang Ramlee i suapkan i mee dan kasi i minum milo. How sweeeeet. I feel so loved. Oh abang Ramlee, Saloma mintak maaf kerana adinda suap Ajis! Sudin and Zaiton jealous! Gi jalan dahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Kay whatever. And Luqh was so disgusting. Eew Eew. Shall sit together again soon! Maybe tmrw. And i hope all of us are going to Gendrum on the six. I no money leh.

Cikgu was mad today for malay period. I was pissed. Not because of Cikgu, because of something else, or rather someone else at school today. And i woke up late so that means i didnt get my hair blown dry this morn. I love youtube even more and more everyday. I love youtubing. I love watching vids. Now, the energizer batteries has turn into couch potatoes.

Ive never shared my problems now to anyone at school. So ive been keeping it all to myself. I feel like a small little feather boa with two huge loudhailers on the left and right. My life's so fragile right now. 4 more months, 2 more years. Dates dates, big days on these days. Someone once told me that he/she's been losing people in her/his life. And so do i. You people wont realise its just because i dont talk much now. Im not that bubbly as the past. Im not as crappy as the past. Cause im not me anymore. What makes me who i am if parts of myself's falling apart? And the one who really excepts me as who I really am is no longer here anymore. And hes the one ive shared all kinds of problems to. Hes the one who could give me advices. Hes the one whom i shared the same things with, the one i could simply talk to. Hes the one who taught me lots and lots of things from the very day ive known him. Hes the one that made my time with him seem so perfect. And now hes no longer here, ive got no one to share my problems to. And i dont really mean not to tell you what happened. Now im sending you to despair and im sorry if i had to let you think of what happened. I dont know why i should be saying all these and the reason for all these tears now, but i really do miss him. And i really do regretted not picking up his calls where i can talk to him nonstop about alot of things. And now, there's just no one here anymore. And i dont know the reasons why i suddenly went berserk every now and then.

Wrote a whole pile of shit and decided to erase it all off.

Step right up, step right up.

Its been a wonderful time, guessing of dates and feelings.

And chasing all the fucking goofy good time where we shared our feelings.

And also the times we had running around in circles aye.

Thank you all very very very much.

Heds,
who loves Fred so so so much.

BLOG.

I wanna be Marina with those sparkly diamonds.

Wondering why this world is the that it is, and why my mama cries.

And im so lost, living life fast.

Oooooooooooochopot!

Junge, ich liebe es um dich herum.

Shocked.

Özil, you're so damn hot hot heat. Gahhhh.I hope you score a goal. Good luck Germans. Amin.

Im still puzzled. So please, tell me everything.

Four years ago, he was only seventeen.

For you.

You can't go wrong.

Icky farhan.

Say hello, to my boring life.

This is a story of our lives.

And i wish you were there with me.

dont worry my love, everything's alright.

Kachit kachit kachit.

Damn, that lifeguard was hot.

These are the hard times, here to inspire.

Can't you see what this means to me?

W-w-w-w-w-w-well, do you know me well?

Ignorant.

Are'nt you feeling so lost right now?

Eleven colon eleven

Make up your mind, bitch.

Control yourself, take only what you need.

If only......

Pegs and Palettes.

Hopes, Dreams, Everything.

You trick your lovers that youre wicked and divine.

I could have called you off, but im too scared if its gonna get worst.

Give in, even if they're not sorry.

Meet my Jack Union.

Green belts wrapped around our minds and endless, red tapes to keep the truth confine.

Its time that fat cats had a heart attack.

Toothpaste on fingers.

Ive been having that nervous feeling these few days.

I love it when the rays of the sunlight shine through the windows and on my face.

At last.

money for delivery

"Somebody's gonna get hurt real baddddddd!"

dickheaded morons.

Mofos, huh?

sdneirftesb.

Elekktro rokkers.

you know that i can use somebodaayyeeeee.

restless.

tonight there'll be some luvvvvvv.

Me plus you!

River breaklightz.

i fell in love with roller coasters.

Cut and cut it's brains out

I simply just stared to the moon and cried.

We can fight off the science.

Kruuu kruuuu!

Lazy eye, lazy bums.

She let him upstairs.

Devilish grin.

b.o.r.e.d.a.s.h.e.l.l

jag älskar ikea.

viva la camps.

Terlalu-sejuk-tuesday.

Fill my bathtub with cash so i can have my shower in it :D

Russell Lissak is luvzzzz!

the phoenix boys are the puffers.

Do you want to be a cowboy? Running through a distance?

Indeed, a scumbag.

15 to fifteen.

No, you cant call me her name.

suspicious wit

Rinduuuuuuuu oi!

Stumble across something, very dark.

Give in, even if youre not sorry.

Try your best, not to irritate me. Please ):

Holy tulips!

Si tanjong katong, airnya biru.

Farhan gets high on peanuts. *thumbs up*

This has been shaking away, for somethine more.

MULOT LU BAU LONGKANG AH.

Özil, you're so damn hot hot heat. Gahhhh.
I hope you score a goal. Good luck Germans. Amin.

Farhan gets high on peanuts. thumbs up

I smell hashbrowns. Mouth open wide